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3:12pm, May 24, 2009
disgusting
dirty
smelly
warped
mean
hurtful
stupid
f*cked up
hell bound
lost
losing
loser
blamer
briber
crazy
he is those things. not me.
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gain the strength to tell
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It's been almost 7 months since she died, it feels like yesterday. I'm angry and depressed. I'm mad at myself because my husband has heeled so much quicker than I have. and she was his blood. why cant i get better faster? whats wrong with me.
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Sometimes, it happens, I think. I was really close to my ex-boyfriend's daughter and he seemed to heal so much faster than I did after she passed away. It's been two years and it still hurts me to think about it. If you need to talk, I'm always here.
I read your post about wanting to tell your grandmother. I think it's great you've gotten to the point where you want to tell. To use your voice to empower yourself and stand up for yourself. I do believe that's true healing. I am not at that point yet ... but someday hope to get there. I hope that I will find the strength to use my voice ... to tell. Then I do believe I will break the chain that teathers me to that pain from so many years ago. I wish you luck in your decision and pray that when you do tell you are received with love, understanding and caring. Good luck to you.
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