I was so nervous while ago... I had fever and i had to do the exit interview ... good thing it didnt push through. I hope everything will be okey tonight. I really can't concentrate with my job any longer. I'm always getting sick and i don't feel good NOT being an asset to the company. I spoke with Julie and she informed me that she saw my openned payslip as well @ She's table... I thought it was only avp Grace who saw it. I wonder if its the same payslip...
Anyway, Its a sign that i have to go back to school. I've spoken with the academic coordinator of Atlantic University and i was offered half scholarship. I still can't afford it. I hope i'll be able to go back to school to at least lessen my depression. I'm always having this thought my job is just for a survival... well, thats the truth:( I hope i can have my career back...
I just happened to count all employments that i had this past 7years. 7years 7jobs! Gosh! im always afraid of promotion :( I'm always afraid to be noticed :( I hope i can start back ...
GOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am having real headache !
How i wish my bestfriend is here so i have someone to talk to... someone to hug ...someone to listen ... and someone to play the game with :(





