Starzz's Journal

im really hating life right now and everything in it. i hate my job, myself and the world around me. i want to crawl into a hole and never come out. im so lonely, and could really use someone tot alk to. nothing seems to make me happy. everything is negative around me. why do i exist, what is my purpose here?????????????????do i juust suffer till its over? because thats what ive done 26 years. well, not like it matters. im nothing to nobody. just another ugly human being taking up space