Starzz's Journal

i feel like i have wen't to hell thursday, and just got back an hour ago. my brother comes to see me for his birthday( he lives In Texas), for about 4 days. i request days off from work because i haven'[t seen him in 2 years. from the time he arrives until i dropped him off, i was treated like i was nothing. totally disrespected in every way possible, was called names, i was hit on. he was drunk when i picked him up at the airport and the whole entire time he was here. i spent money that i really didn't have preparing for him to come, and then he only spends 1 night at my house. the rest was with his friend. he spent more time with him than he did with me.

im in complete shock about this, im absolutley numb.........