Excited about life
November 6, 2009 2:16pm
Going into this weekend just excited really nothing to do, well yes there is hanging out with my kids. Still looking forward to moving and …
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dpayne
5:41pm, October 7, 2009
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About Me
dpayne
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About Me
I am now seperated from my husband who is a Crack Addict and Pill Addict. I have come to the conclusion that as I have learned here at DS and therapy he will haft to help himself and that I have no control over him. I will learn how to be happy with me and not depend on another person for me to be happy again in life. Life is to short and I want to live the best I can and be as happy as I can for me.
I am now seperated from my husband who is a Crack Addict and Pill Addict. I have come to the conclusion that as I have learned here at DS and therapy he will haft to help himself and that I have no control over him. I will learn how to be happy with me and not depend on another person for me to be happy again in life. Life is to short and I want to live the best I can and be as happy as I can for me.
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Interests
Spending time with my teenage daughter who is a cheerleader. Cooking all kinds of things and learning how to cook new receipes. Hanging out with my son and camping, love anything out doors, Learning again what life is really all about and that is family, who truely love you and will be there for you and your close friends.
Spending time with my teenage daughter who is a cheerleader. Cooking all kinds of things and learning
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Selfish
November 4, 2009 9:36am
Selfish
Yesterday while talking to a friend and telling him what I did and yelling at my husband, I was called Selfish I thought about it and almost …
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Trust
October 26, 2009 12:16pm
What is this, I have been thinking alot about trust. I have none at all with anyone in my life. I do haft to say I am making break …
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One day at a time for me
October 6, 2009 3:00pm
I went to Group therapy lastnight and just came in crying and crying. I hate crying in front of strangers. But I lost it, here it was my …
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Wow I listened to the song-talk about hitting the nail on the head with that one.
I didn't recognize the name of the group but as soon as the song started playing I was like I heard this song before on an alternative radio station I used to listen to in the mid-90's is the song from the 90's? I really like it.Let it go Let it go Let it go-ha the friggin story of my life--
You're great thanks for your kindness and words of wisdom sometimes I need to be reminded what I already
subconcsciously know--
I’m With You
You're words were like a medicine I so badly needed right now and they truly reasonated because you know the pain I am feeling because you have felt it too-
The tears were in my eyes but they didn't fall-sniff sniff-think I am beyond crying over this person-
I am not going to respond and it is so strange cause everything you said was describing that person to a tee.
I feel so much better thanks for this support.
You know I was thinking to myself this person must be really miserable to always approach me in this way-Instead of just coming out and baring their soul(that's where the lack of immaturity crops up) they always have to hide behind other's or use other's as an excuse-so effing manipulative it really irks me-Yeah right if you're so happy why are you being so mean????
I only wished the best for them but I am human too and i'm not a punching bag you can swing on whenever you feel like it-
I will keep you posted-
Should be interesting ;)
Have a feeling haven't heard the last of it.
I will go to rhapsody and listen to the song.
Thanks again
xx
Chris 
Ray of Sunshine
You are a ray of sunshine on some of the darkest days...Thanks for your insight and you are a great person...I WILL get through this.................Have a great day:)
Ray of Sunshine
Hey..Srry. i couldnt talk earlier. I had a customer and forgot to log off. Thanks for the picture comments. My kids r growing on me. Thats what keeps me going. Have a great week:) Sabrina
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Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
I married my first love after not being with him for 17yrs do to an adoption of our son who is now 18yrs old just to find out after not being with him for 17yrs he is addicted to crack now.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- It's starting to help me realize that I can only work on me...my husband will haft to take care of himself.
- Al-Anon Working / Worked
- still involved and yes i was so mad at first but it's starting to help
- Talking Working / Worked
- To everyone here at DS and thearpy.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- yes it helps you get it out instead of keeping it in
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When I was 15 I placed my baby for adoption over 18yrs ago
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