Day Ten.
May 16, 2009 7:13am
Wasn't all that good.
MASSIVE headache all day because they were burning off up the road.
But I've only had 5 smokes so far, I ate REALLY …
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RareGirl92
6:24am, May 15, 2009
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About Me
RareGirl92
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About Me
The name's Eileen, I'm almost seventeen. And this is where the ryhming stops. At the moment I have untreated depression, I've been smoking since I was 12, and battling anorexia even longer. I joined this site to find people who could relate to my low energy levels caused by my Haemophilia C that was diagnosed just over a year ago, but it didn't take me long to discover that whilst there isn't ONE person here who understands every single thing I'm going through, there's alot who will understand just one issue and I can get the support I need through MANY people, and in return give my support to those who need it.
The name's Eileen, I'm almost seventeen. And this is where the ryhming stops. At the moment I have untreated depression, I've been smoking since I was 12, and battling anorexia even longer. I joined this site to find people who could relate to my low energy levels caused by my Haemophilia C that was diagnosed just over a year ago, but it didn't take me long to discover that whilst there isn't ONE person here who understands every single thing I'm going through, there's alot who will understand just
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Day Nine.
May 15, 2009 6:50am
This will be short because I have a headache from spending over 2 hours in the fridge at work today stocking stuff up.
Basically no exercise, but I …
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Day Eight.
May 14, 2009 5:00am
It's been pretty good :)
I worked 4 hours today, so I had less chance to smoke :)
I ate fairly healthy....two bowls of cocopops isn't that …
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Days Six and Seven.
May 13, 2009 6:35am
Both pretty much the same.
I smoked less than usual.
I ate healthier too.
I didn't exercise though, and I've been in a bad mood the whole time.
I …
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Days Six and Seven.
May 13, 2009 6:35am
Both pretty much the same.
I smoked less than usual.
I ate healthier too.
I didn't exercise though, and I've been in a bad mood the whole time.
I …
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i saw you on the smoking board and wanted to say hello. i also see you have hemophilia??? im sorry, im not sure im correctly identifying that..is it the disorder where your blood doesnt clot? oh honey im proud of you for trying to quit smoking especially since you have that. smoking/nicotine and the THOUSANDS of chemicals in smokes really affects your blood cells so you are doing such a great thing to help your body be the best it can be!
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well you seem to be having depression....but i want to let u know that we can understand you...I can understand you because ive been through what you are feeling...I know that feeling ..that most of the population cannot understand. If you want to talk to someone who can understand you...ill be here...i will listen to your most twisted and farfetched thoughts...because i have them too..hehehe
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ok... so what makes you think that you are depressed? how do you feel. and why do you think no one can understand you?
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what do you think is your great problem... the problem about you being depressed or troubled or the problem with your relationship?
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good for you. In the meantimes read up on old psts to get prepared and start making your environment free of smoking stuff... youre gonna do it i can tell. I wish I had been as smart as you at your age.
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Close Hemophilia
: Factor XI HemophiliaI'm almost 17, I was diagnosed with Haemophilia C (a.k.a factor 11 deficency) just over a year ago. And although I've had alot of help from doctors and haemotoligists I just need to meet people who actually know what I'm talking about, not just write notes and try to understand when they'll never live what I'm going through.
Open Back Pain
I was diagnose with Scoliosis and Spinal Abifita when I was 13/14, the doctors don't know if it was caused or discovered because of a hip injury I sustained. I'm still in constant pain.
Treatments
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- It works for me, but generally the amount I have to take for the pain to stop makes me drowsy, and in prolonged use can inflict irreversable damage on my liver.
- Physical Therapy Not Working
- It worked for about half an hour once a week and was just too costly to maintain for such a small effect.
Open Bisexuality
Maybe some of you will believe this is just a "faze" because of my age but ever since I can remember I've been attracted to girls, my attraction in guys didn't until my early teens.
Open Depression - Teen
My depression has never been diagnosed, yet ever since I can remember it's been apart of me. I first attempted suicide when I was 9.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I usually spend all night drawing if I start drawing and get no sleep.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I love listening to, and writing music. I believe you can see a part of the soul of the person who writes the lyrics and notes.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- It's hard to think positive when it feels like the whole world is against you.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
This isn't something I've ever said much about to anyone. So for a while I'll probably just read instead of talking.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- The people who did this to me made me who I am today. I've learnt to accept who I am, and I can't change the past.
Open Self-Injury
Started self-injury when I was 12.
Open Miscarriage
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