Wherever God takes me.
August 5, 2009 3:42pm
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. I …
Asics
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About Me
Asics
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About Me
I'm a computer technician. I work hard, I try to find the best in people and enjoy being around others esp. if they are level headed and not full of themselves.
I'm a computer technician. I work hard, I try to find the best in people and enjoy being around others esp. if they are level headed and not full of themselves.
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Interests
Jiu Jitsu, Reading, Biking, Hiking, Basketball, Soccer, Theology
Jiu Jitsu, Reading, Biking, Hiking, Basketball, Soccer, Theology
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Journal
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Happy with my Nieces
July 23, 2009 6:22pm
I am happy with my nieces. They are so innocent and don't know of the evils of this world. I love them to death and would be willing …
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Lonely
June 24, 2009 7:30pm
I'm lonely today and feeling a bit down. God how I want to medicate these feelings with beer or sex or something. Adding insult to …
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Hugbook
Well Done
I’m With You
tough times, but you can get through it.
I’m With You
:o) KNOW that it will get better.
Moment of Peace
I'm sending u a moment of peace cos I just read a reply to a post by you & it made me realize when u stated 'remember it feels real but it isnt real'. I'm having a bad time tonight with handwashing, I'm convinced that I'm contaminating myself with germs! but it isnt real tho, or is it??. anyway I hope u are ok? xxxx Judith xx
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Support Groups
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I've been diagnosed with OCD for about 6 years. I originally developed a severe anxiety disordered in High School, I would not eat/drink or do anything with anyone except when playing sports. I hid from my class and was in "my head" with social anxiety disorder at first diagnosis. After that the anxiety became so bad and I became so separated from life and people that I became seriously ill with OCD. For a long time no one could figure out what to do with me. I'm here because I suffer.
Treatments
- Anafranil Somewhat Helpful
- Not a wonderful experience, did take the edge off a bit during massive anxiety attacks.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Would work if I would give myself to the simple solutions offered by CBT. I haven't worked on them and therefore have exasperated my symptoms
- Paxil Working / Worked
- 40MG this medication is the only medication that worked for me ever and keeps depression in check.
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- When I needed to sleep when I was particularly sick they put me on this stuff. It worked for sleep.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- For sleep 50mg knocks me out and is welcome relief from obsessional thinking.
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
I am a sex addict though trying to recover. I am a high bottom alcoholic as well. Use of pornography to medicate feelings.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Group theraphy has worked somewhat to uncover certain issues. It appears unaffective sometimes because of my innate ability to get really obsessive with things that don't really matter, IE someones voice, what they said, etc becomes obessional for me and thus takes me from dealing with the root issue.
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