finally feel human again after having such a bad reaction to the Lyrica and Cymbalta. somewhat human anyway. still severely depressed and very anxious. having panic attacks weekly now. wish it was the weekend already so i could just stay home. working in a call center with fibromyalgia is like working on a battlefield...with everything being timed, the background noise, the smells of so many human bodies, so much perfume and cologne, the feel of my collar distracting me even, the callers voices and tones just grating on my nerves. All of it culminating into one big ball of pain from the top of my head to the tip of my toes week after week. MIGRAINES, TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA, HEART PALPITATIONS, DIZZINESS, NAUSEA, IBS AND EXPLOSIVE DIAHRREA, NERVE PAIN IN LEGS AND FEET, OPEN SORES ON FEET, SPINAL PAIN, fibro, chronic fatigue. yep, that's life. just waiting for DDD so i can file for disability. *tick, tick, tick* waiting
one good thing about the lyrica and cymbalta trip i took, i actually got the only decent sleep i've had for over 3 months. yay. was way tired of the sleep deprivation. that stuff sux. dizzy all the time, hallucinations, ptsd acting up. hate that ptsd too man...makes the horrible sensoral attacks worse.





