Here's to hoping that after all that I have been going through this past several weeks...from all the anxiety about the surgery to recovery afterwards....is ALL worth it! I have really struggled within in my mind with infertility the past several weeks more than ever before! I think its mainly because of my worries about having the LAP/HSG because I had never had wnything like this done before. Now that its over my anxiety has completely subsided!!!YAY!! Lets just hope that it doesnt come back! Anxiety is something that you have NO control of...kinda like IF...lol! I figure that putting the two together is what has caused it to be worse than ever before and now that the surgery is over my anxiety just drifted away!! So, here I am waiting on the next couple of weeks to pass so that we can jump back on the boat of injections, pills, US and BW..yippee! (yeah right!) Although I dread it, I guess in some wierd sort of way I am looking forward to accually doing something about it too..lol! In the mean time, my goal is to pamper myself....have fun...stay positive...be a normal person! Doesnt that sound GREAT!?! I think we all get so wrapped up in all the details of what "should be" considered a natural process that he forget to LIVE!!! Until the time comes that I have to concentrate on everything again I am going to prepare myself for finally getting my BFP!! I want this more than anything in this world! I cant wait to be a mom! I want to make my husband the father that he longs to be! ....Wish me luck on our next journey....HERE WE GO!!!
What a great attitude to have!! As always, you're in my prayers...I know your BFP is right around the corner...
angelquads
Good luck. I'm rooting for you. Come on BFP. I heard people are nice and fertile after HSGs and Laps :) you'll be pregnant in the next few months. I know. So very soon. Keep up the great attitude. If you need me I'm here.
nanda1979