SO...I figured I would drop in for minute and catch everyone up an whats been going on in my journey the past week or so. I FINALLY ovulated ...I am 7 DPO now! Still waiting on AF! I hope my body gets back on track soon. The last 5 days I had some pain in my left side. ( the side I had 6-7 follies on)..No pain on the right though. I called the RE yesterday to ask about it bc it didnt seem to be getting any better yet. He said that as long as I wasnt having shortness of breathe, dizziness or weight gain that I shouldnt worry. So I was thankful to hear that!! It has been a little worse today though...RE said that it should stat getting much better after 7 DPO, so now I'm on my way!...I am starting to feel a little anxious about starting this next cycle bc I REALLY want this one to be the last one!!! I guess only time will tell....( the story of my life..huh?..) I am still trying to stay positive but somehow I seem to have lost it again...It's just so hard! I know you girls know what I am going through! I guess I am just emotionally drained from it all. I'm not sure if its meant to be.....I hope it is..but just not sure anymore. At this point I just feel like I am wasting time, money and ALL my patience! I just want this to all be over with...Why has God choosen me to be one of the one's that has to struggle through this? Why cant it be easier? Am I suppose to be learning something from all of this? Or is the timing just not right?...GOD...PLEASE GRANT BE THE ABILITY TO ACCEPT THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE!!!!!
i know exactly how you feel, im always telling myself i hope this is the month and nothing and it seems everyone around me is getting pregnant :( truly is hard to deal with and upsetting but we have to try and stay positive and our day will come and we are going to be GREAT MOMS!!!! And maybe we will have more than just one :)
marinewife04