Wannababybad's Journal

So, I know that many of you have contacted me wondering how I have been doing since last Wednesday when they drasctically put a stop to this cycle of meds/IUI. I thank you guys for caring and checking up on me! I have been doing ok I guess...it took me several days to come to the reality that this month was a total loss and that there was no chance of getting a BFP this month. I was told that without my Ovidrel shot this month I would prolly ovulate within 5 days but it has been 8 days!! So there is NO TELLING how big these follies are now!..lol...just sitting there..I'm sure by now they are WAY TOO RIPE for conception! I'm not sure why it is taking so long? I was told that I would prolly have quite a bit of pain when I do ovulate...so here I am waiting! If I dont ovulate by Monday I will prolly call the RE. I never have trouble ovulating on my own..... My side has been hurting some today but my temp hasnt gone up yet so we will see! I am trying to be hopeful that this coming month will be our month and telling myself not to stress about things! I guess its a good thing its taking longer so I wont have a hectic schedule by the time it is Day 3...I can feel myself getting anxious already about taking those injections again and hoping that I dont overstim this month again!

Two days ago I found out that my brother and his wife (8yrs younger than me) are having a boy...I know I should be excited about being an aunt but I just cant find it in me yet...maybe it will come. Maybe the next couple of weeks will go by quickly....I am in hopes that we are following God's plan for us without interviening and that things will happen for us before Christmas! Good luck to you all on getting your BFP's this month!