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crab 
5:35am Monday
I'm so grateful to not be so sick as I was in the first 18 weeks or so.
Alot of sx to get through and then dealing with the emotional state I'm in.
Losing weight and high dose of meds made me really sick. Started at 200lbs & now down to 150.
She lowered my dose of riba from 1200 to 1000 and lowered my pegintron I hope this doesn't give me a lesser chance of not clearing.
The mind game with this medication is brutal for me and being bipolar makes it so worst.
Sometimes I don't want to see or deal with anyone and thats hard to do as I work all the time.
Some people are so disrespectful, theives and liars. That would get anyone depressed, what's this world coming to any how?
A girl at my job walked out of my store with a thousand dollars ring so I had to call the po po and she has to go to jail. The responsibility at my job makes me wanna go off, hope I don't but one can only take so much especially doing this tx.
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I'm feeling good these days...tolerable and I can smile now.
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Woo Hoo great news
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so glad, it should be this tolorable for the rest of tx , that is how it was for me, hugs
I'm feeling good these days...knockin on wood!
Sometimes towards the end of my workday I get feeling yucky but, I think it is because I need to try and not be so active...maybe...dono Everytime I wake up I feel sick and have to doctor myself.
Meds and a hot bath helps so much to get me going, works good.
Grateful to be here....Crab
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I am so pleased that you are getting along better than before. Was concerned for you. Pay attention to what you body is telling you and don't fight it.
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yes, I felt better around four months but felt my best taking it easy. Listen to your body
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She needs to go to jail Crab.............don't feel bad about that!!!
Hopefully the lower riba will ease things a bit.
Best of luck to you:)
debbear
I'm glad your doses were lowered. That was too much for the amt of weight you have lost........extra of either would make you feel like crap! Oh yes and the mental state, tough stuff. Remember its the meds, one day at a time.
jkbearhug
WOw, you lost a lot of weight!
This shit, messes with your mind for sure! No, lowering your dose won't hurt you. It's based by weight, so that would have been to much. Maybe you will feel a little bit better, with the lower dose.
Yes, there are some very FKd up ppl in this world. DOn't let them into your world, BEcca! Just the positive and good ppl, deserve you to think about them.
Yes, do remember it's the meds, messing with you. YOu are so strong, to still be able to work! Plz give yourself some credit! I barely left the HOUSE!
rbm