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Sheema 
11:42pm, May 25, 2009
TODAY ALBERTO DIED. HE HAS WANTED TO DIE, HE WAS READY. EVEN THOUGH I WAS HAPPY FOR HIM SINCE HE WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN, I COULD NOT HELP FEEL AN EMPTINESS SINCE HE DIED ALONE, SICK, AND BITTER.
MET SOME VERY NEAT PEOPLE AT AN ASTROLOGICAL MEETING.
THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT SOMEONE OFFERED ME SOME POT AND I DECLINED, I DID NOT EVEN FEEL TEMPTED. I AM ENJOYING MY CLARITY OF MIND AND INCREASE IN ENERGY SO MUCH THAT I WAS NOT EVEN TEMPTED.
THE BAD NEWS IS THAT I WAS OFFERED A CIGARETTE AND ACCEPTED. SMOKED TWO CIGARETTES :(
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Sorry for your loss. I am happy for Alberto and have good thoughts toward you in your battle. Keep on tryin' I am cig free since Jan 2nd yet unwilling to part with weed. I keep showin up here and the MA site.
B0B
Sheema I have an acronym that works for me, it is used mostly on nicotine stop sites, it is N.O.P.E Not One Puff Ever, its the only thing that works. Evil Nick will always find a way to tempt and its up to us to be strong and mature about it. Just say NOPE
PreppyMom