Wednesday, February 27, 2008
February 27, 2008 9:34am
Hi everyone.
I haven't been on in about a month! So I'm going to try hard in next week to read my friend's journals and …
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Shananigans
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About Me
Shananigans
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About Me
I'm loosing my mind. My boyfriend is addicted to crack and it has made my life an absolute hell for the last 5 years. I have a 4 1/2 yr old son who I love more than anything but he just doesn't listen to me. I have a bad temper which is really hard for me to control. On top of that, I work full time at a very demanding job. The sad part is, going to work is the least stressful part of my life.
I'm loosing my mind. My boyfriend is addicted to crack and it has made my life an absolute hell for the last 5 years. I have a 4 1/2 yr old son who I love more than anything but he just doesn't listen to me. I have a bad temper which is really hard for me to control. On top of that, I work full time at a very demanding job. The sad part is, going to work is the least stressful part of my life.
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Interests
When I have time for myself I like to go to football games, concerts and go for walks.
When I have time for myself I like to go to football games, concerts and go for walks.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for January 28, 2008
January 28, 2008 4:07pm
Hi everyone. I haven't been around in a few days, my poor little guy ended up being admitted to the hospital! He had this bad virus, …
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Journal Entry for January 21, 2008
January 21, 2008 11:22pm
I had a much needed talk with my other half. He seems sincere this time, but I need to make sure I'm strong enough and take it one day at a …
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Journal Entry for January 13, 2008
January 13, 2008 10:26pm
So I was able to see him today for a bit. Actually, he was allowed to leave for a couple hours so he asked me to pick up his mom and …
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Journal Entry for January 11, 2008
January 11, 2008 10:35am
Well he went into rehab today. It's a 3 week program here. It is fairly short, but it's the best program here in Manitoba. …
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Support Groups
Close Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
My 4 year old son doesn't listen to anything I say. I also have a problem with getting frustrated very easily. It's becoming very hard, I don't know what to do!He is excited to see me when I pick him up from daycare, and after that he just acts up all night. He's not really like this when he's getting babysit or visiting his grandparents. What to do?
Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
My boyfriend who is also the father of my child has had a drug addiction for the last 5 years. I moved out, and then let him back. Sometimes I just don't know what to do, because nobody understands. I feel betrayed and I am more miserable than ever.
Treatments
- Al-Anon Not Working
- I went for a while, and then stopped going so I'd say it's my fault that it's not working.
Open Anger Management
I grew up in a household with constant fighting. It rubbed off on me, now I take my anger out on everything around me. I wish I could stop, because it's affecting my son. I find that I get aggitated over the stupidest things, then my whole day is ruined. I'm constanly frustruated and annoyed.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have taken 2 Anger Management courses in the last year.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I am constanly getting put down, and sometimes physically abused.
Open Codependency
Well I pretty much let my boyfriend live off me. He doesn't work, and I feel I am being used. He's a drug addict which just makes everything so much harder! I'm assuming that makes me codependent? I don't know.
