may209's Journal

Well Im still mad and feel alone.Im not sure whats going to happen. I hoping that everything will be find after the cone surgery..Im sorry for my spelling..Im yesterday was my very 1st appointment the with the doctor, at 1st I was just going to have the hysterectomy done, just so I don;t to deal with it, so it can just go away, but today she called, and suggested that I should have the cone surgery instead, so that will happen next week..Im trying to not get worked up about it, but I can feel myself getting worried..But Im reading alot. I pray that everything will be fine with me, but im still scared....