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AirS 
8:50pm, June 17, 2009
I joined this support group yesterday and still haven't gotten a single message. 
I didn't have such a bad day yesterday. Today I got to go to church and came home in pain and exhaustion. My husband is frustrated because he wanted to cuddle and it just hurt too much. It is not like I want to feel like this. I took muscle relaxant and pain pill and feel asleep, now I just feel stiff, spasmy and crappy. I wanted to take a walk today but if I could get back into my clothes I would just start wandering around in a total fog. I am pretty much by myself all the time and sometimes home seems like a prison. How can I motivate myself do anything?
I didn't have such a bad day yesterday. Today I got to go to church and came home in pain and exhaustion. My husband is frustrated because he wanted to cuddle and it just hurt too much. It is not like I want to feel like this. I took muscle relaxant and pain pill and feel asleep, now I just feel stiff, spasmy and crappy. I wanted to take a walk today but if I could get back into my clothes I would just start wandering around in a total fog. I am pretty much by myself all the time and sometimes home seems like a prison. How can I motivate myself do anything?
