may 12
May 12, 2009 11:06am
so i fell off the wagon this past weekend (badly)-but i dusted myself off and have been clean for 2 days and plan on staying like this-i see how many …
mattegrant
4:29pm, May 8, 2009
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About Me
mattegrant
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About Me
im depressed and i just recently lost my job making decent $$ (due to the rescission) as a leak locator for pools and spas-not 2 mention i have 2 small kids and soon to be divorced-which does not help my situation at all-im new on this site so please be patient with me
im depressed and i just recently lost my job making decent $$ (due to the rescission) as a leak locator for pools and spas-not 2 mention i have 2 small kids and soon to be divorced-which does not help my situation at all-im new on this site so please be patient with me
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Interests
music, love, the beatles, playing guitar, drums, bass, keyboards and singing-my father was the lead singer from the fake "Liverpool" band the Buckinghams.
music, love, the beatles, playing guitar, drums, bass, keyboards and singing-my father was the lead singer
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as of may6 6th
May 6, 2009 10:36am
yes 100% completely sober and im gonna try my damnest to stay this way for good-mabey with alittle help for you all and a little kick in the butt i …
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how are you big boy?????
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Hey You. ' been a while since I had an update. "Is there anybody ............. out there??" Hope you're just really busy. Take care, B.
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Hello my friend,
Just checking up on you. !
So you had a setback….it’s ok. Just don’t let it continue.
You know you have two beautiful children. You must do this for them . They need you and deserve a good father.
I can tell that you’re trying. That’s great ! You know that I quit drinking alcohol in 1976. I use to drink to much too. I’m going to tell you……..It was the best thing that I did in my life. Also……..If you need outside help …go get it please. Sometimes we al need that.
I also recommend that you start Asking God for help . You’ll be surprised !
So, take care my friend… I wish you the best.
God bless. Keep in touch
Bob-
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' got an update for me, Buddy? Have a good one!!!
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hi, just wondering how things are going? Louise
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Close Anxiety
ive been taking 2mg xanax for about 3 months straight and ive only got 3 or 4 left-how should i ween myself off of them-cut them into quarters and see how i do-also im taking remeron-will that help-please anyone i need some advise
Treatments
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- Remeron Working / Worked
- yes its helped me sleep at night, have not put on any weight (yet), and find myself STILL depressed-even though im going thru a divorce with a 4 yr old girl and a 19 month old son-who would be depressed by all this crap-and im only 28!!!
- Xanax Working / Worked
- im worried that since ive only got 3 or 4 left that ill go thru withdrawal (again)
Close Breakups & Divorce
im 28 turning 29 in July and i have 2 small kids that mean more than my life itself-is anyone in the similar boat-ive been with my soon to be divorced wife for 8 years but we've only been married for 3 in November-how sad is that???
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- she never once even let it cross her mind to see a marriage councilor
- Love Not Working
- she says she will "always" love me, which i seriously doubt-since we've been separated for about 3 months and after the first month of separation-she goes out and get a f-in boob job-can u believe that crap?? i find it hard to believe that she hasn't found someone new by now-and she calls herself a "good christian"
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Considering
- once shes out of my apt. i told my daughter that i would get her and Matthew a kitty-since my soon 2 be divorced wife is allergic
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
mattegrant hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
im just all around depressed- im 28 with 2 young kids and my soon to be divorced wife is sleeping downstairs (and has been for the past 3 months) and its hard as hell seeing the persons face that dosent love you anymore everyday-even if its only for a few hours
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i write new songs EVERY DAY on my guitar-thats probably the only thing keeping me sane (besides my 2 beautiful kids)
- Remeron Too Soon to Tell
- ive only been on this type of antidepressant for about 23 weeks and so far ive only heard and experienced some bad things with itso all in all i dont really like itcuz it acts like a tranquiler and just knocks me out
Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
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- 1-2-3 Magic Considering
- NEVER HEARD OF THIS-COULD SOMEONE EXPLAIN???
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- its a christian preschool and i loved what they've shaped my daughter into
- Patience Not Working
- i have very little patience as well as self esteem-so patience is definitely not working
- Play Therapy Working / Worked
- i let my first born daughter ride her bike around my back yard(not to much bigger than a prison cell) and take her up 2 the pool as ofter as i can-shes extremely hyper and NEEDS to run around and be around other kids in order for her to be content
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
mattegrant hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bipolar Disorder
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Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
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- Cold Turkey Considering
- Nicotine Gum Not Working
- Nicotine Patch Not Working
- Willpower Considering
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