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  • About Me

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    billileli

    Separated
    gee---where am I?, CA, USA
    Member since May 2

    • About Me

      I am aware that I am not that great a person. I am here to get good. My husband and I had to separate. Our two-month marriage is at an end. I was in a wonderful marriage that I didn't deserve. I recognize that I will be alone forever. But there are always groups. I will keep trying hard to be good. I just don't know if I can. I am frightened.

      I am aware that I am not that great a person. I am here to get good. My husband and I had to separate. Our two-month marriage is at an end. I was in a wonderful marriage that I didn't deserve. I recognize that I will be alone forever. But there are always groups. I will keep trying hard to be good. I just don't know if I can. I am frightened.

    • Interests

      I want to stop depending on ppl.

      I want to stop depending on ppl.

  • Recent Activity

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  • Journal

    • This entry is private

    • This entry is private

    • two-month marriage

      Mood October 29, 2009 6:12pm

      Billi here.

       

      Dane and I are getting a divorce.

       

      Oy.

       

      I can't stand to see his strained face any longer.

       

      I am hurting him.  …

    • held on...

      Mood October 22, 2009 6:16pm

      In case I might have worried anyone, I am still here.

       

      I didn' t  kill myself.

       

      Billi

    • people come her to give support as well as get

      Mood October 19, 2009 11:37am

      I posted in one of my gruops cauase i was feeling bad adn no one replied.

       

      And I try to give support too.

       

      am I a bad person?

       

      Ppl tell …

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  • Hugbook

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    • Hug

      From MyTrueColors October 22

      You ARE a GOOD person. We are never truly alone, even when we feel that way.

    • Get Well Soon!

      From BSPUNKY October 14

      Extra hugs, take care

    • Get Well Soon!

      From paijegmom October 14

      Hpe you get well soon. I am sorry for your loss.

    • Hug

      From BLYUEYESCRYING October 4

      I AM SORRY THAT YOU ARE HAVING SUCH A TERRIBLE TIME!
      I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU.
      I AM HERE IF NEEDED.
      HUGS....
      CRYSTAL

    • Hug

      From Sprout2009 September 18

      I am so sorry you are feeling down. I wish I had helpful advice, but a virtual hug is the best I can offer. Good luck & try to be open with your husband if possible. We are all hear to listen.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    0 %

    Goal End Date is Nov 4, 09 18 days ago.

    Progress

    40 %

    Goal End Date is Mar 1, 10 99 more days.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      I am here because I want to stop being an *******. I hate this problem.

    • Close Incest Survivors

      I was abused. Was it me? I don't know anymore.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Abused there.
    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Relative

      My aunt died in December of 2008. She died of cancer. I want to quit taking it out on others.

      Treatments

      Crying Not Working
      Cause I have to.
      Getting Angry Not Working
      Cause I'm a *****. but I cn't help how I feel.
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Abused there. Incompetent therapists, even unethical practices.
      Time Somewhat Helpful
      Our number one healer!
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      I was abused emotionally and verbally. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't kow the meaning of love or frienship anymore. I am now so isolated. I can't stand it.

      Treatments

      Leave Not Working
      I am still bad.
      Talking Not Working
      Not anymore. They don't want to listen. Because I dump and I bore them.
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      I gotta snap outa this. It isn't my spouse's fault that I was abused.

    • Open Abstinence & Celibacy

      I am Billi. I am here because my husband Dane and I are ending our marriage. I want to abstain from it for the rest of my life. I'm serious. Too much pain! Need help!

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