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callie929 
2:03pm, November 9, 2009
Today I realized how easy it is to talk and talk about the situation and what I want to do about it, but I then when I get off of work and all of us girls that I work with go our seperate ways, I feel so alone and helpless and scared. I dont want to loose my house and I dont want my daughter to have to move out. It is messed up when I want my freedom and at the same time I think that I can deal with this because I dont want my daughter to come from a split home. I am still trying to get past this all.....my 2 sided opinion. I want to leave so bad, but feel so scared and dont want to walk away from my house. He is already being crazy with my daughter. He is saying "have her come in here so we can talk to her NOW."
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Hi Callie! My name is Cindi and I am a RN here in OKC. You cannot love him enough to change him. I pray that the Lord gives you the strength you need to get out of this abusive marriage. I divorced my husband after 23 yrs of marriage secondary to severe ETOH, mental and emotional abuse. I can tell from reading your journal entry that you have been thinking and praying about this for a long time. The house is only bricks and mortar......and you and your daughter deserve a better life than living the nightmare you are curently enduring, IMHO.
EagleMom