Infuriated
October 29, 2009 5:31pm
How is it that someone you just met, a complete stranger, can piss you off to such great extents? Some random ass guy on myspace just sent me a …
Mindy645
10:49pm Friday
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About Me
Mindy645
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About Me
* I am very OCD with my hair... always changing it. * I absolutely love to write, even though i dont get the chance very often anymore. * I have a large collection of Febreeze. I love it. * I love working with kids with disabilities. * One of my favorite movies is " Breakfst at Tiffanys" * I love listening to lyrics that describe me/ and or my day/ current situation. * I love waking up, knowing I can go back to sleep for a few more hours and actually do it. * I love the smell of Liquid cement. (I know it sounds gross) * I love the sound of an old saxophone playing quietly but powerful. * I want to be a CPS social worker. * My favorite foods are Popcorn, Artichoke and Asparagus... but not together. * I want a truck or SUV really bad. * I cant sleep in the dark or with my dorr unlocked. * My favorite Tv shows are Law and Order SVU and Reba * I have a weird obsession with chrome. * It is impossible for me to drive a stick. I once drove from Sand Hill Elementary to my house in 2nd gear. * I absolutely love Seth Rogan. * Im not a huge fan of chocolate, but every once in awhile, I will really want Ice cold Chocolate Milk. * I dont trut easily. * Sometimes I think back to years ago, and miss it so much, it almost makes me sick. * I believe in God and my religion but I haven't been to church in years. * I pace when I talk on the phone. I cant sit still.and i cant talk with an audience. * I would love to write a book someday. * I love the word Antibacterial. * I get stressed out and upset very easily. * I am a night person. If I go to bed before 4am, its a rare occasion. * I talk to my dog charlie like he can talk back. He knows more about me than anyone in this world. * I think the world would be alot better place if people took their own advice. * I have a large handbag and shoe collection thanks to my grandma meme. * I play Saxophone. I have been playing for 8 years now. I play 4 of them. Soprano, Alto, Tenor and Bari. My love is with the bari. 31. I taught myself how to play piano, not good, but descent. * I have a photogenic memory. * Im very good with directions. * I am a hopeless romantic. * My favorite drink is water. I love how its not complicated. * I love getting Tattoos and Piercings. I have 5 tattoos and 15 piercings. * I absolutely love to sit on my back poorch on a clear night when the moon is full and just stare at it for hours.
* I am very OCD with my hair... always changing it. * I absolutely love to write, even though i dont get the chance very often anymore. * I have a large collection of Febreeze. I love it. * I love working with kids with disabilities. * One of my favorite movies is " Breakfst at Tiffanys" * I love listening to lyrics that describe me/ and or my day/ current situation. * I love waking up, knowing I can go back to sleep for a few more hours and actually do it. * I love the smell of Liquid cement. (I
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Interests
Music is my life. I love all kinds, Country, Jazz, Swing, Show Tunes, Rock, Rap, Oldies, just about everything. I have played the Saxophone now for 9 years. Ive played all of them... Soprano, Alto, Tenor and Baritone.... though my heart and soul is with the Bari. I also love to write. It helps get things out that I cant physically say. Ive written several poems, short stories and now Im even working on a novel.
Music is my life. I love all kinds, Country, Jazz, Swing, Show Tunes, Rock, Rap, Oldies, just about everything.
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Im being pulled from the wreckage of my silent reverie.…
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hey, girl, I just wanted to send you a ~HUG~ of support---what that idiot did was so wrong and hurtful...and has NO RIGHT to try to take away your dignity---oh, yeah--HE CAN"T!!!! Be strong, Mindy! Report his behind --do whatever it takes so he can't do that again..or so noone, for that matter can. That was really terrible of him to show you that there really ARE jerks in the world who have no heart. He will crumble while you rise and become the best person you can be! RISE ABOVE the bs, hon! HUGS, "Fire'. (im here for you, if you want to chat, or msg,, any time!)
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we're so very sorry for your loss. we are sending our deepest sympathy, and condolences. HUGS
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for your loss, MIndy.......Hold tight to memories for comfort, lean on your friends for strength, and always remember how much you are cared about. take care, friend
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(no message, just chocolate to go along with your "feet tapping") take care, friend!
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Moment of Peace
Hey, girlie! I dropped by to say HI! and I see you changed your other face to an OK face! Hope things are working out all right for you these days !! take it easy, friend! :)
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
When I was 6 I was molested by my 15 year old cousin. It was really hard for me because I fully trusted him, I was always taught you could trust your family. When I was 17, I was hanging out with my friend and he asked me if I wanted to go for a ride in his new car. I accepted. About 20 minutes later, he pulled over and raped me. He then just took me back to my sisters and left. Ive been fighting to deal with all of this for far too long.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Music has always helped me. I play the saxophone and have now for 9 years. I find it very therapudic to just play. Also I find that listening to lyrics are very helpful. They help find the words we cant speak.
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- Havent had any success with any medications so far. Maybe this one will help.
- Trazodone Too Soon to Tell
Close Depression - Teen
Ever since I was a small child, I can remember just being extremely sad most of the time. Most of it has to do with the abuse Ive gone through. Sometimes it gets so bad, I dont know how much longer I can take it.
Open Self-Injury
I started scratching my arm when I was in 8th grade. As time went on and things started to get worse, I started cutting. This past summer, the cutting wasnt enough anymore..I started burning myself. Its been getting worse and worse. I dont know what to do anymore.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
Open Rape
When I was 6 I was molested by my 15 year old cousin. It was really hard for me because I fully trusted him, I was always taught you could trust your family. When I was 17, I was hanging out with my friend and he asked me if I wanted to go for a ride in his new car. I accepted. About 20 minutes later, he pulled over and raped me. He then just took me back to my sisters and left. Ive been fighting to deal with all of this for far too long.
Open Alcoholism
Im 19, and I find myself slowly "needing" alcohol. I drink most nights, not heavy, but atleast once a week, I hit a low and I cant stop. I wake up the next day not knowing what even happened. This scares the hell out of me, I could put myself right back into another bad situation like the one that put me here in the firstplace.
Open Neurofibromatosis
My best childhood friend was just diagnosed with it. I dont know what it is, or what it does to you.
