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theGuardian 
7:32pm, September 13, 2009
Well, it's been a while, so here's how I'm doing. I'm back to my regular shift, and progressing as good as can be expected. A little tired, but glad the project has been handed over to the installation crews. Now I'm on to the NEXT big thing.
I have good days & bad days, and sometimes it's down to good hours & bad hours. Today was a typical rollercoaster, but I'm counting the fact that I made it through it, a positive step.
The urges to cry seems to come more often, but I'm handling them better, I think.
Also the urge to choke the $#!T out of people, and THAT I'm not handling quite as well.
There's just something inherantly funny about a guy screaming at his boss "I do NOT need anger management!" ;-) Fortunately I've been able to simply smile & say "OK, if you want to run that risk, go ahead." It worked for me a few times, but I'm afraid it will get old quickly, & eventually it will fall on deaf ears.
Finally, I want to thank all my friends here on DS. You've helped way more than you know.
Ivan.
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Glad I stopped in tonight, but sorry I missed you by a few hours. Glad to see that you are keeping on top of "it". You are sounding very positive. That's contagious you know!!! Think positive and you attract positivity. Hugz, friend and stop by more often.
gravelady
Glad its over even though there is always the next thing.
Sometimes getting through the day is the very best one can do and it is an accomplishment in its self.
I'm in the same boat with you when it comes to the crying thing.
I havent wanted to choke anyone in awhile so hurray for me! I just tend to grit my teeth, take a big breath and pray they grow a brain some day....
Hope things are well and get better!
SageM