Journal Entry for July 10, 2009
feel like a big fat rat bag today........this wasnt ment to hurt like this, if i had known it was this bad i wouldnt of put myself through it. still …
Im a 30yr old mum of 2 amazing girls, and have a wonderful husband. Life is so hard for me with chronic pain in my back. Im awaiting a Spinal Cord Stimulator at present, as been on morphine for 20 months now. Lost my managerial job ( due to illness) and need to get back to the old me, as i feel somewhere in all this pain , i have lost myself x
Im a 30yr old mum of 2 amazing girls, and have a wonderful husband. Life is so hard for me with chronic pain in my back. Im awaiting a Spinal Cord Stimulator at present, as been on morphine for 20 months now. Lost my managerial job ( due to illness) and need to get back to the old me, as i feel somewhere in all this pain , i have lost myself x
feel like a big fat rat bag today........this wasnt ment to hurt like this, if i had known it was this bad i wouldnt of put myself through it. still …
Its the 8th July ...Scared, got the first stage of my spinal cord stimulator going in this afternoon.....Hope all goes well xxx
Feel so good today , as found out i have now got my date to have the SCS ( spinal cord stimulator) fitted on the 8th July. I feel a bit nervous as i …