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nolechic
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About Me
stay at home mom to our only child, a 3 year old little boy, had a hysto 3 years ago for stage 4 endo. Having difficulties with HRT. Tried them all including Bio. Don't know where to turn now. Having trouble with depression, can't sleep at night, have panic attacks for no reason, still have hot flashes and night sweats, zero sex drive, and have gained 40 pounds. I'm only 33 and I feel like I'm 93. I just want my old life back. It would be one thing if the surgury helped my pain, but it is still there when I have sex and when I have bowel movements, so what was it for? I have changed as a person, as a wife, as a friend, as a daughter, as a sister, and most sadly as a mother. I feel like my son deserves so much more than I can give him. I feel trapped, buried even, like I can't take a deep breath. I don't know how much longer I can go through this hell on earth. I believe in God and I have faith, but some days I just can't anymore!
stay at home mom to our only child, a 3 year old little boy, had a hysto 3 years ago for stage 4 endo. Having difficulties with HRT. Tried them all including Bio. Don't know where to turn now. Having trouble with depression, can't sleep at night, have panic attacks for no reason, still have hot flashes and night sweats, zero sex drive, and have gained 40 pounds. I'm only 33 and I feel like I'm 93. I just want my old life back. It would be one thing if the surgury helped my pain, but it is still there
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I don't remember what my interests are. I do find some calmness and relaxation when I am on the beach which is good since I only live 30 min away.
I don't remember what my interests are. I do find some calmness and relaxation when I am on the beach
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Close Endometriosis
Found out I had Endometriosos when I was 14, have had 7 surguries, 3 miscarriages, and was finally blessed with a little boy 3 years ago, had a hysteroscopy almost 3 years ago for stage 4 endo, battling HRT, and depression.
Treatments
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Somewhat Helpful
- Hysteroscopy Too Soon to Tell
- Still having pain with sex and bowel movements, had to go off HRT for 6 months, and now am slowly getting back on them
- Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- Progesterone Somewhat Helpful
- Helps me sleep at night, calms my nerves a little
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
Close Hysterectomy
Had a hysterectomy almost 3 years ago for stage 4 endo. Was blessed to have a little boy before operation, still having pain with sex and bowel movements, and still trying to get hormones balanced, very frustrating!!!
Open Depression
Type: Post Partum DepressionDepression started shortly after having my hysterectomy 3 years ago, my hormones are still so out of balance, I feel so alone and isolated, I just want my old life back.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- only on 25 mg, My Dr. is trying to wean me off but the side effects of coming off are awful!!!
- Lexapro Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Felt like a zombie, unable to take care of my 3 year old, didn't care about anyone or anything, only stayed on it for a month
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- If I go this seems to help, but most days I don't want to face the issues so I just close everyone off and stay to my self
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They all try so hard to help, but no one really understands what I am going through. I feel so alone.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Writing does seem to help some, but most days I am to tired or angry to write
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Since having a hysterectomy 3 years ago, I have gained 40 pounds! It doesn't matter how much I work out or watch what I eat, the weight stays the same minus or plus 5 pounds. I have never been this heavy not even when I was pregnant. And the fat is all around my belly, I feel so gross.
Treatments
- Counting Calories Somewhat Helpful
- I get so tired of journaling and watching everything I put in my mouth.
- Eat Less Not Working
- I'm just hungrey all the time
- Hoodia Somewhat Helpful
- This does help curb your appeitate, but it gives me headaches
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I go through stages where I work out 5 days a week for a month and I get burned out or depressed or just tired from raising a 3 year old, that I stop going for 2 months and gain any weight I lost right back.
- Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- If I could really stick to this I think it would help.
Open Menopause
I am 33 and I have been in "surgical menopause" for almost 3 years, I had to have a hysterectomy for stage 4 endometriosis. I still have not been able to get my hormones right, I have tried all kinds, form pills, to shots, to creams and now patches, nothing has given me myself back, I am so frustrated and lost.
Treatments
- Bioidentical Hormones Somewhat Helpful
- I just started a third new patch two days ago, and since I have had a awful mirgraine, and hot flashes,, and mood swings, I need relief.
- Estradiol Not Working
- Estrogen Patch Somewhat Helpful
- This is what I just started taking. The vivelle patch after trying the Climara for a month
- Progesterone Working / Worked
- This does help with sleep and nerves, I have tried not taking it and it really makes a difference being on it. Currently taking 200 mg at bedtime
- Progesterone Cream Not Working
- This did not work at all. Just a nice lotion.
- Testosterone Too Soon to Tell
- Will start to take bio testosterone drops.
Open Miscarriage
Had my first miscarriage at age 18, I was 8 weeks, had my second at age 20, I was 9 weeks, and had my third at age 28 I was 14 weeks. At age 30 I was finally blessed with a healthy beauitful baby boy. Had to have a complete hysterectomy 6 months after he was born for stage 4 endometriosis.
Treatments
- D&C Somewhat Helpful
- One of the saddest times of my life, especially for the 3 pregnancy, we thought for sure we had gotten past the scary part and were finally going to have the baby we had dreamed for for 10 years. I greive all my losses on their annv, every year. I will never forget those 3 babies.
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- THis was very painful to do, I had a hard time coming to terms for my losses, even after having a healthy baby, I still mourn the 3 I lost.
Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
I was blessed with a precious baby boy 3 years ago after having 3 miscarriages. I am a stay at home mom, and I am currently in menopause due to having to have a complete hysterectomy for stage 4 endometriosis.
Treatments
- 1-2-3 Magic Too Soon to Tell
- He likes to continue to count after I reach number 3
- Child Time-out Working / Worked
- This does help
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- He really enjoys his preschool 2 days a week, when we miss, you can tell that he misses it and needs that interaction with other children
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- My patience isn't what it use to be with being in menopause and all
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
- He loves when mommy and daddy are proud of him, that goes a long way.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexualy abused when I was 8 years old by a friends older brother, it went on for about a month before Itold my dad, we confronted the boy's parents and they basicaly said that I was lying and that there was no way thier son would do something like that. I have only seem him one time after the confrontation, and he had the most wicked I got away with it smirk on his face, I will never forget that look, it still haunts me to this day and my sex life has always suffered.
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