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Will2M 
10:22am, November 10, 2009
My life really is pointless now, each day is more tedious. I just don't want to go on dragging and forcing myself through it anymore. I'm tired and honestly don't care if I see tomorrow. I want to curl up and die.
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Honey please don't do that. What has happened you were being so positive? xx
leeigh
I've just been having a really low week, it might be the medication or it's the depression knocking me back a bit (probably a bit of both). I haven't felt this bad for a few months now, it's the loneliness and boredom that are really starting to wear me down. I'm trying to stay around family as much as possible incase I actually try to do anything stupid. Also the abuse counselling is getting more intense, that isn't helping matters but it's the first time i've talked about it so this is to be expected. Don't be worrying or anything, i'll manage.
Will2M
Hang in there, bud. I know what a black hole a person can get into, but unlike the astronomical black holes, we can get out of our own. Don't forget that nothing is ever as bad as it seems. Doom and gloom are our own constructs and only exist within. They are our reactions to our world, not our world itself.
taowalker
Hope you feel better soon I sort of understand how you feel I sometimes feel the same way to. The loneliness and doing the same thing being bored I hate that feeling. But hang in there and be strong hopefully things may change for you in the future and hopefully for me too.
LKM1982