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Will2M 
10:22am, November 10, 2009
It's 3am here and I cannot sleep, i'm exhausted and just feel like crying now. My life has become so lonely, only now I realise that I actually have nobody, no friends and a family of 3 people who are unable/unwilling to discuss anything serious. The only person I have talked to outside of my family in the past 5 weeks (in real life, "talking" on here or msn is such a cold method of communication which I can't stand) is a sexual abuse counsellor, how pathetic is that. Even he (the counsellor) described my life as dark and lonely. I really need to get out of this place soon, start a new life in new surroundings away from this area, I can't stand it much longer.
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I feel the same way being lonely and tired even though I have talked to people around me I still feel alone at times. I need to get out more and make something happen in my life before I lose it. Hopefully will find a way out of this situation.
LKM1982
3am is the worst time of the day, too late to sleep well, too eary to start the day. The mind thinks too much and the dark thoughts gather - I don't know the answer but remember you may feel lonely but you are not alone - there are loads of us crying at 3am. xx
leeigh