Casinobogie's Journal

So I am into the second month of no gambling. Up till now it has been surprisingly easy.

But that is starting to change.

These past couple of days I have found my mind wandering off into a visit to the casino.

The old feelings of confidence, arrogance and selfishness are returning.

Once again the illusion that I will go with a set amount of money, win and leave has set in.

I had a feeling that after time has passed, these urges would return, so, I deprive myself of the funds needed by handing over the money to my wife to pay the bills and save some of it.

I am battling with myself over how I can set aside some money and eventually return.

All I can do, I guess, is to take it one day at a time.

I have been reading these entries daily and it really has helped.