Get close to someone
May 12, 2009 11:05pm
I have to get this out somehow...
I'm terrified of meeting new guys and hanging out with them. Even in a strictly platonic way with …
coping09 
2:48am, July 5, 2009
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Flashbacks *trigger*
May 4, 2009 12:25am
Today I had a HUGE flashback that took forever to go away. I was in bed watching a movie with a friend and suddenly started bawling. I …
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April 28, 2009 2:22pm
I hate dealing with the anger this has left me with. I'm not even sure how to deal with it. I feel it unexpectedly during the …
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April 27, 2009 3:05am
I have never written down what happened to me. I feel it is probably time to take that first step. I've never even acknowledged what …
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Chicken Soup
hello....where have you been lately?...sure hope things are working out for you and that you are getting better.....hoping the best for you! take care! If things are getting you down, you know who you can turn to, if you want!!!! =) take care, HUGS, "Fire".
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((BIG HUGS )))) for you !!
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sure, np...that's what we're here for....any time you feel like talking just let me know.
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....my heart goes out to you, friend!!! Please discuss these things with your therapist.......these reactions you're having are all part of ptsd....and CAN BE HELPED!! There IS HOPE!!!! Also, if you ever need to talk/chat about this, I'm here for you, ok? ( drop me a msg soon, please, I'd really like to hear from you, ok?) ~~HUGS~~ ....."Fire"
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THANK YOU!!!.....(sent u a response to ur answer!) we should keep in touch, that would be nice! Yes...thank you for validating my feelings! I had been wondering if any other RS had felt the same way, too.....or what? and you did that....and now I can move forward in my therapy sessions, which is what I really want to do! I wish you the very best on your road to recovery!!! take care, friend! ..."Fire"
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Close Rape
When I was seventeen I got my first boyfriend. He was good at first, then he turned mean. He became incredibly abusive everyday and I became an empty shell of who I used to be. The summer before my senior year of high school, he raped me. For the past five years I have kept it a secret. I've blamed myself and told myself "it wasn't really rape". I guess that's how your brain deals with such intense emotions sometimes. He destroyed every part of me. I am just acknowledging what happened.
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I feel like by finally saying it out loud to another person that I have unleashed something that is too big for me to control anymore. It has intensified what happened and I have been reliving it alot lately. However, it also forcing me to face it for the first time since it happened. I know I need to do that to heal...it is excrutiating to do though.
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- It helps me get out my anger and other feelings and clear my head.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I started this actually when I was fifteen and my father died. It helps the intensity of the emotions but obviously does not get rid of them.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
coping09 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
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