What the heck is going on? My husband is getting angry/agressive/suspicious about phone calls, the dog barking, the cat meowing, the grandkids coming over. He wants to drive my car.... go for a joy ride in my car while I'm at work. He is the one who didn't know how to open a can of chili last week and he wants to go for a day trip. I've tried to explain to him that his driving is too agressive and the doctors have threatened to call the Dept. of Public Services and have his license revolked but he insists he is a good driver. As he says ... It's not him, its all those crazy people out there on the road. THEY are the ones who cause him to drive that way.
So I have that going on and NOW my daughter is going through a divorce and is so emotionally fragile right now it scares me. One day she is strong and calm the next day she is over the top angry and yelling or complaining. She has been on anti depressants, and/or anti anxiety meds for a few years now. She was going to a psycologist but since the divorce she lost her medical insurance.
I'm about to lose it here. I am holding on by my fingernails. Some days it seems like the only thing to do is to pack a bag and walk away, and never come back. But I know I can't, won't do that. My grandkids need someone to depend on. My daughter needs help and I will do my very best to help her but she has GOT to get ahold of herself. She is so concerned with herself right now she doesn't see what is happening to her kids.
Another day in my CRAZY world





