Journal Entry for May 15, 2009
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Hannattack 
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About Me
Hannattack
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About Me
I'm 16. My name's Hannah and I'm a lesbian. I've been smoking pot for a little over 6 years. It's ruined everything. I've spent the past year working on changing my life. I have changed a lot in that time but marijuana is the one thing i can't seem to let go. The date is April 25th, I am going to quit smoking pot. I can do this. I can do anything.
I'm 16. My name's Hannah and I'm a lesbian. I've been smoking pot for a little over 6 years. It's ruined everything. I've spent the past year working on changing my life. I have changed a lot in that time but marijuana is the one thing i can't seem to let go. The date is April 25th, I am going to quit smoking pot. I can do this. I can do anything.
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All the best of luck on quitting..... if you need to talk about anything just PM I'd be more then glad to lend my ear if you need to vent out :)
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Hang in there . When you have hit rock bottom the only place to go is up.
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Hi Hanna.
I do some of the things you mentioned. Stop beating yourself up and try to live just one day at a time. Don't worry about tomorrow because it's not here yet, and yesterday is gone, you can't get it back. Live for today and today only and just make the best of it and you. Also let the people that you are close to know that you love them and need their UN-CONDITIONAL love and that you need them.
Peace to you.
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I’m With You
Love yourself!
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Support Groups
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Read my journal. I'm an open book. Everything is there.
Close Rape
I was raped when I was 7. Molested by my real dad when I was around 4-5. It's been a real deep issue a my life.
Treatments
- Talking Considering
- I've dealt with the issue of Jeremy. My brothers best friend raping me when I was 7 but I've never really told anyone about my dad. Except my family, no one else knows.
Open ADHD / ADD
My teachers told my mom I needed help from the beginning. They had me on 80 mg of Ritalin when I was 5-9.
Treatments
- Adderall Somewhat Helpful
- Wasn't myself.
- Concerta Not Working
- Side effects. Bad.
- Music Working / Worked
- Calm music settles me down a lot of the time.
- Research Working / Worked
- Helped me understand myself more.
- Ritalin Working / Worked
- Was too young to know but my mom has always told me that it helped.
Open Anxiety
I have horrible anxiety. All the time, shaking, paranoia, nervousness. Constantly, 24/7.
Treatments
Open Caregivers
I'm just a kid looking for help.
Open Coming Out
I've been gay for as long as I can remember. It wasn't easy coming out, I'm here for anyone who needs help.
Open Depression
I've never been diagnosed with any type of depression but I can get pretty damn low.
Treatments
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I'm gay. =) I love being gay. There's a lot I could use help with, though.
Open Loneliness
I've been neglected a lot in my life so I feel lonely a lot.
Open Panic Attacks
My panic attacks are my biggest downfall. They're rough and horrible and every second is miserable with them.
Treatments
Open Schizophrenia
I was diagnosed with pre-schizophrenia when I was 14. They can't diagnose full schizophrenia until I'm 18. It's a cause of many panic attacks and many lies in the past. I've learned to live with it but... it's hard.
Treatments
Open Separation Anxiety
My dad did a lot of awful things to us but he was also an addict, to coke. He fucked up but I miss him every day of my ife.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Music always works.
Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Red Marker Not Working
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- It's not like cutting but it helps, numbs my hand, kinda hurts.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- Addiction.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I'm flaming. =)
