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lacefront
12:40pm, May 28, 2009
I have six children and they are all grown and moved out on there own years ago and being a Mom we are the taxi cab driver, doc, and the bank , and still the bank sometimes lol. I have one Grandson from our middle Daughter our oldest Daughter is getting married in june. Our youngest is in school. The youngest son is doing good as the middle one is also good jobs, our oldest is bipolor and he is the one that worrys me the most he has a heart of gold and wears his heart on the outside so he gets hurt so easy and when people hurt him it just makes all of us sad, I wish and pray that he will meet somebody that will love him for him. I am so sad today and bored out of my mind I cant stand it. I stared smoking again and Im mad at myself for that, I think Im on a rollercoaster ride and want off. Im hurting from the lupus and for the pain my son is in . Im stressed out aggghh. I hope tomorow is better maybe they will call me into work that will help my stress a little, at least the finainces. Any opinions or advice are welcome. Cindi






May 2nd. Its raining I dont like it much, need some sunshine. Rain Rain go away!!
lacefront
Just came back from church, found out that a friend had died on friday. I know she is with God, but Im still very sad. She and her sister were both Nuns since they were teens, she was very sick, and I know its hard to get better when your in your ninetys. Now her sister is alone and wants to go as well, I think that makes me more sad. Please pray for them. Rita, and Anne who is still with us.
lacefront
Wow six children, all you say all are good and moving on with their lives. You deserve a pat on your back for a job well done. I know what it's like to have a mentally ill child, my oldest is manic depressed and inconcertrated, to be released soon. Scarey, but all that can be done is to pray. I hope all works out good for you.
When you spend your life with someone and they leave, through death it is sad and loneliness takes over. I think you should try to stay in touch with phone calls and visits so she will know she's not alone. Prays for you tonight, Hugs, Kim
kwilhelmina
Kim thank you so much for your prayers and I will stay close to her she has a lot of friends in and away from church so I know time will heal her and us all. Sorry to hear of your son locked up my oldest was too some time back and it just breaks our hearts and we cant do anything about it, but be there for them. Trust me all my sons have been in trouble with the law, they finally got a scare!! Thank God and so will your son all we can do is pray for them.
lacefront
Kim and Lace, you are both amazing women. My youngest is having a few problems and just knowing there are other mothers facing Lupus and Life is such a comfort.
I am sorry for the loss of your friend and hope you find solace in your faith.
earthwalker