Rac87el's Journal

Yesterday the maintence crew showed up to fix my couch. I quickly hid my kitten Rambo and let them in. They told me after looking at my couch that they would be back after lunch to fix it and since i had errands to do I asked if I needed to be here for them to do the work. They told me no. So I left out and went over to visit my mom with my kitten so I could copy all the documents I needed for DHS so they will reinstate my foodstamps and medicaid. So I spent the entire afternoon getting these documents together and then had to go deal with the retarded ass DHS people. Somewhere between my mom's house and DHS Rambo got carsick and threw up in his carrier, so since it was only a small blob of kitty food, I wiped it up and then had to hurry and do my grocery shopping at Kroger's. So I had been on the run all day longand hadnt slept the night before because I was in severe pain and I was cleaning my apt.

Here's where it all goes down hill and fast. I come home and my couch is still broken and there is a letter under my door. This letter says that I'm not allowed to have my kitten in my apt and I have until next monday to find him a new home or my lease will be terminated and I will be brought up on charges from the student judicial services! I fucking had it with all the bs going on and now they wanted me to get rid of my son, so I had a breakdown and sobbed hysterically for about an hour on the phone to my mom. I told her I'm not getting rid of my kid. Thats exactly what Rambo is to me my son, I dont see him as a pet. Well my mom talked to me and got me calmed down and told me about these apts that my neice and her bf just moved into. they dont make you wait to move in or check your credit, so its possible that I could be moved in by Nov 1st. The only bad thing is I dont know if any of the utilities are included with the rent, I know here everything is included with cable and internet so my costs would be higher. I also have a back DTE bill so I know for me to get that paid off and have it turned back on would be atleast a 1000. The other option is to talk to the Apt director and see if he will let me move into 1 of the other 2 university apt complexes, because those complexes I'm allowed to have my baby, where as this whack ass one doesnt allow any animals! It will cost a bit more to live there, about 40 more a month and I would have to pay for my own internet but everything else would be included still.

So right now I'm trying to figure out which is the lesser of 2 evils and which is more affordable for me considering I'm on SSI. I know I need to get added to a list for the disabilities highrises and that they have atleast a year long waiting list.

The last option isnt even an option for me and that is get rid of Rambo or ask my cousin Cathy to hold on to him until I can move into an apt that allows him. I cant ask her to do that and dont want to because her husband is a dick and I dont want him taking it out on Rambo or Cathy.

So today I have to contact the Apt office and talk to the director about the other complexes on campus and i have to go talk to this other apt complex off of campus and see what they offer. All I know is that this bs couldnt have come at a worse time and i'm feeling really overloaded.

Well I hope u all are doing well and are happy. Please pray for me and any advice would be appreciated.