serenitysun's Journal

What a couple of weeks....Crazy....Surreal....and yet still okay...Went to see the cardiologist....Right side problems with my heart....Need further testing...(next week go for some sort of heart sonar gram or whatever)....Haven't been able to eat in over a week...Doc thought it was an intestinal infection, put me on antibiotics and sent me for a test on my belly....Found more growths....will find out more about all of that this day....1:30 appointment....My levels have been low...Don't really know why....Maybe the pain....maybe just really tired...in the low to mid 80s with the oxygen....but feeling okay....

Strange....Am I on automatic pilot? Mmmm maybe so....Not at all sure....So the 6 month rest from the docs is off for now...What else is new....Lawd....But again thats okay too for the moment...I think I have a built in mechanisim that shuts me down when things get a bit much to deal with...I tend to only see the better things, the positive things and almost refuse to even look at the realities....

Seems useless to waste time and energy worrying or stressing over this nonsense....LOl sounds funny, but it aggravates me....its a pain in the butt and I just don't want to even entertain what is to come...Seems I have better things to focus on....This too shall pass so onward and upward....

Three of my four grandbabies started school....My Emma is in the first grade now...Whew...time has flown....My two four year old grandbabies....Kailyn and Cristiano started pre-school...They are so proud of themselves...On day one my Cristiano came down the hill to my house to tell me about his first day....Lol...he had a sit out...had to sit by the teacher...lol....I had all to do but crack up as he told me all about his jumping around etc. My 20 year old son who lives with me laughed and said "no worries Cristiano, that was my permenant seat when I was little"...lol too funny and yet so true...Boys, so full of mischief and energy...Cracks me up really...My new grandson will be arriving in just about  6 weeks and come to find out my Oldest son and his wife are now expecting again...lol So come May I will have 6 grandbabies!!! OMG how on earth did this happen....I am getting old...whew!!.....Both my older boys say this will be their last child...3 a piece is more then enough Whew!! My 20 year old is no where ready to begin a family or settle into any sort of serious relationship...Thank gosh! lol....

The weather should start cooling down in a few more weeks...Something else I am seriously looking forward to...Come the middle to end of October we should be having cooler evenings and mornings....Way less humidity....Something I totally look forward to....Then the holidays will be upon us....Gosh this year has flown by...

As far as my little nature buddies go....The peacocks are growing back their beautiful tail feathers, my little mole friend has decided to move closer to my window which is really a treat as I think he is just adorable and now I have a birds eye view of his workings everyday, my little tortoise is now living under the house and comes out daily to see what little treats my son and myself have left him and a bunny has been added to the menagerie...He is really cute and has no fear whatsoever...He visits in the mornings and early evenings...Rumble (my cat) seems to be friends with them all and it seems we all cohabitate very well...lol...They all really tickle my heart....Mr Hawk is still hanging out on the wire outside the front door...just seems to watch over everyone....and the morning doves are always around cooing.....A very peaceful little haven....I am thankful to have it....Well its off to begin another day....Hope all my friends here are doing well and breathing easy...

Love and Many Blessings To All, Serenity