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harbourguy 
7:45am Friday
There are times when I think that things could not get any more frustrating. Think that I am slipping back in to my old ways and I am not happy about it.
I am not depressed, rather I think I am too elated; there is nothing normal about the feelings and emotions that daily batter me. I attempted to build new walls againt the outside world, that didn't work. I really think I need some excitment in my dull life.
I am getting too old to go to gay bars or other such places; then I think, perchance that just may be the place I should go to. Could I stand the shallowness of a crowded bar? If I am to be honest I do know what will shake me from this dreadful desire to be isolated from others. Alas, that is another story.
My relationship has become dull and boring. We have become not unlike comfortable pieces of furniture, still there, but no substance.
This utter sense of constantly being sexually frustrated is driving me deeper and deeper within myself, and my ED problem is not helping.Really need the physical and emotional contact of another man and yet I am too afraid to seek solace and saitisfaction sexually with another.
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Sorry to hear you are feeling so isolated, and that your relationship has become stagnant. Without knowing details, I wish you the best of luck there. As far as the ED, I was prescribed Viagra, Cialis,and Levitra, when I had side effects from an antidepressant, and they do work!! Almost too well! 36 Hours later and you can still get hard by just a thought. Don't ever give up on intimacy, you just hit a rough patch. Good luck and if you ever want to talk I'm just a message away.
tim2218