tbellagirl's Journal

well my little girls eye surgery is done.... It as always , is hard to see her in pain. She is so brave and so strong just watching her makes my heart ache at what an amazing person she is. for a couple of weeks She has to sleep sitting up and cant bend down... cant see the tv or the computer or books... and still she smiles and fills the house with her joyfulness!! If I sound like I am gushing ...I am. I was happy that her dad went to the surgery and was there for her. Its so bittersweet ... being there like a family and leaving not as a family. She deserves so much more. Its hard on my heart being around him ... some weird mixture of love and anger and disapointment... that leaves me sad inside.

The heat is unkind to my M.S. so thats always a lingering issue I try to avoid, but somehow it ends up demanding my attention!! but overall I am healthy as can be expected and she is on the mend!! Can't ask for more then that....