OK. Less than 48 hours from my first of two reconstructive surgeries. Keeping it together pretty well but the nerves are definitely showing.
I thought this would be a simply happy time,. Finding out my whole department will be let go on October 2nd was a shock. I have my 20 year company anniversary on August 28th, so I haven't interviewed for a job in over 20 years. Scary. In this economy - even scarier.
It's kind of hard to focus on only one drama at a time but right now the reconstruction gets the front seat. I'm looking forward to 2-3 weeks of stress free rest and recovery. That is where I am focusing my mind to take the stress off - I'm hoping the nerves calm down.
I'm taking my son (24) to see the new Harry Potter movie tomorrow night so I spend the night before my surgery doing something fun and relaxing. I'm going to have some waxing done after work today so I don't have to worry about under arm, leg, or eyebrow hair during this visit. Last August I couldn't have imagined having a problem with extra hair anywhere - just trying to clear the decks. ;-)
I'm looking forwad to catching up with my DS friends after I've had a chance to heal a little.
- Diane
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