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My name is Dave - I am 46 yrs old, 2 kids, a boy 21 yrs, and a Girl 18 yrs. Kelly and I were married for almost 24 years, in October, She has passed away on 2 April 2009. She had kidney failure, and was on dialsis for 14 months. I am just devastated. I am lucky to have a good paying job, with or economy right now, but i am having alot of trouble.. Like I cant seem to go to bed at night, I and up wondering around the house, not wanting to get into the bed, so thats been a problem. but i am very scared of BEING ALONE, sounds crazy, I feel so lost, and unable to shake this feeling of... like I didnt do enough at the hospital, I didnt think they took very good care of her my self, I have been doing a better job than them, while she was in the hospital, for at least a year. and I am not a medical person. I never dropped her, she got her meds when she was suppose to. I HATE hospitals, we are at their murcy, when we go for medical treatments. I hope I never have to go to one for the rest of my life. I guess to sum it up, as to "about me" I am scared as hell, everything in my life has changed, and it will never ever be the same again, no matter how much I cry, or get upset, Kelly is gone, and I cant believe it, we were already growing old togather. We loved one another, when we would see two old people holding each other at the stores, or out in public, we would look at each other, and knew that will be us someday. Sure we fought sometimes, but we never, went to bed angry, and started up again the next day. Nope, each day, would be a new start, regardless, of what was said. I will never find another girl like this one, and I dont wanna grow old alone, .. dam dam dam what am i gonna do??? GOD HELP ME!!!
My name is Dave - I am 46 yrs old, 2 kids, a boy 21 yrs, and a Girl 18 yrs. Kelly and I were married for almost 24 years, in October, She has passed away on 2 April 2009. She had kidney failure, and was on dialsis for 14 months. I am just devastated. I am lucky to have a good paying job, with or economy right now, but i am having alot of trouble.. Like I cant seem to go to bed at night, I and up wondering around the house, not wanting to get into the bed, so thats been a problem. but i am very scared
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Hi Davey...Wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving...Hugs Janine
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Hello Dave-Hope that you and Zues enjoyed your trip! Take care Janine
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Thank you for the "moment of peace". That's just what I needed! Nice to meet you too! Yes, with the holidays ahead, we do need all the friends we can get. I hope you make it through Thanksgiving with God's peace...hope I do too! :-) Take care! Jeannie
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Thank you Dave for your thoughtful comments on my journal entry.... You always give me such lovely feedback (very helpful!)... Wishing you a very Happy Thanksgiving... sounds like you have a nice plan.... these "firsts" are a success just to get through them- so don't be too tough on yourself! Thinking of you! Love, Karen
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