Wow...that brings back memories...
October 12, 2009 3:00pm
Well for a while now this guy has been talking to me, about how he has simply fallen out of love with his girlfriend of over a year. I suppose I was …
Madddz
8:05am, November 20, 2009
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About Me
Madddz
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About Me
Parents splitting. Arguments. My boyfriend is leaving for University this September. I don't know what I'll do with him so far away. I need him because of my DPD (Dependent Personality Dissorder). I self harm. I've even started drinking a bit to numb the pain. I bottle up. I never really let it out. Talking can only help so far. I guess the reason I do what I do to myself, is I'm sick of being called a Hypochondriac, so I make my injuries worse to prove I'm not. The anger is building, I don't know when I'm going to break...
Parents splitting. Arguments. My boyfriend is leaving for University this September. I don't know what I'll do with him so far away. I need him because of my DPD (Dependent Personality Dissorder). I self harm. I've even started drinking a bit to numb the pain. I bottle up. I never really let it out. Talking can only help so far. I guess the reason I do what I do to myself, is I'm sick of being called a Hypochondriac, so I make my injuries worse to prove I'm not. The anger is building, I don't know
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Interests
County lever swimming - which my Father cancelled. Grade 7 ballet - which was also cancelled. Drama at my youth theatre - at least I was able to keep that one...
County lever swimming - which my Father cancelled. Grade 7 ballet - which was also cancelled. Drama at
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Recent Activity
November 20
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Madddz updated their status 8:05am
Getting fed up that I can't have my own problems because all they ever want...…
November 13
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Madddz gave GildedButterfly a shout out 1:21pm
They're still arguing and yeah he's still away. Not cut in a month now so things are kinda looking up...…
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I'm...
September 12, 2009 9:12am
I'm falling appart
I never cry
Never
But now...
Well now I'm crying at every
Little
Thing
That advert "love the skin you're in" came …
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Why did I do it?
August 13, 2009 4:45pm
I hurt my hand
Trapped it a bit between two bits of metal on a broken desk
But then for no reason at all
I hit it with a hammer
Again and again
By the …
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I know he hurts me but...
August 4, 2009 11:02pm
I know my boyfriend hurts me. Most of you will know about my sittuation and the pain I'm going through with my parents split, combined with the …
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I told him
May 21, 2009 2:12pm
I finally confessed to my boyfriend
He wasn't angry...well...not much
But he's been amazing
Never cried so much in my life
Lol
But glad I told …
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Shout Out
I hope things r going better 4 u n your life. Have your parents stopped arguing now that they r no longer 2gether. Is your boyfriend still away@ college? I had 2 start chemo injections which delays the healing process. This has resulted n me not cutting. It's a daily struggle but it can b done. Best Wishes!
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Hey dear! Thanks a lot for your messages and the hugs. How's it going? Here's a hug back right at you. I'll write more very soon. Take care my friend!
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Nice to meet you =) Thanks for the friend add.
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Ray of Sunshine
I c u haven't been on n awhile. Hope everything n your life is going well. Being upset w/ your own issues is bad enough w/o worrying about a strangers problems which could lead u 2 cutting. Hope things w/ your parents & your boyfriend r working out? Best Wishes!
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Thinking of you.
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Close Self-Injury
Well my parents have broken up. My boyfriend is back now, and although losing him was the reason I started, now he's back I still can't stop. My mum is constantly shouting and crying. We'va had to move to a house I can't stand. My school work is simply swamping me. The one was I used to relieve my stress was my dance and my swimming, but that's been taken away from me now. I just need help.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- I've tried talking to people. Sometimes it can stop me doing it. Usually, it helps for a while, but then when it's late, and I've noone to talk to, I just do it anyway.
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