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BatsindaBelfry 
Hallo folks out there..
Thought I'd better update, having just re-read my previous entry. Life's settled down a bit more since I last typed though I continue to ride a rollercoaster each day with my thoughts and feelings. I'm coping with it better than previous though which I guess is something.
The future's a bit scary though. I can cope with tomorrow & next week (I'm on leave @ last!!!!!!!!!) but longterm I don't know how to get on with it. Even though I tend to just cope with life as day's & occurrences come along, I wonder where my life's going to go - whether I will love again, make more friends in my locality, settle with who I want to be or even share regular hugs with someone (God, I miss being hugged). If anyone has any thoughts, I'd love to know.
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Bats, Any improvement on behalf of ourselves is always worth it. Just being yourself, who you are, will pay off. Some things we long for are few and far in between. But continue to live better, love yourself and keep seeking out what you would want in life. I'm with you on this. Maybe on your days off you could make yourself more social and meet new friends. Your Bud, Ron
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