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Blessed51 
8:14pm, October 8, 2009
Here it is 10/3/09, it has been almost 3 months since I completed treatment. Each day has been a good day. I didn't know how much that I enjoyed living until I finished the "poisen" that I had been on for 48 weeks. 2 weeks ago I had my PCR and RNA checked again; the virus has returned with a vengance, my viral load is higher than before I went on the treatment. I will not do it again! There is a silver lining to this story; from 4 weeks after the tx I was undetectable, so that has saved my liver almost a year from being damaged from this horrible virus. I thank God that I am still compensated and I the rest up to him. I shed some tears for a while, but I am good for now. I try to stay positive and take one day at a time.
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Without Christ in my life I would have never finished my treatment. He is awesome . I have never asked God "why me, why not me"? is what I ask. I'm thankful for all of the support that I have recieved from my church family and all of you wonderful, caring people. I feel the best that I have felt in months!
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So happy for you.......Joan
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I'm so glad you're feeling great! I agree with you - one day at a time & being so grateful for Christ in my life. Keep enjoying life :-) Brenda
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I am happy for you! You are awesome!
Happiness is just finishing my 48 wk treatment. I made it !
UPDATED GOALS
GET THROUGH TREATMENT
Progress 100%
Encouragements: 0
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YEH! I know how I felt with my last chemo....my last radiation....my surgery being done! It felt so awesome to be done with THAT - each time! And each clear scan/scope for me feels like a new lease on life :-) Way to go! It can be tough going through it, but it's so sweet making it through it! Keep on getting stronger! I'm soooooo happy for you! God bless. Brenda
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Wonderful Jean, what a relief to be done with this. Good job!
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GOOD FOR YOU! YOu DID! and you made it! what an inspiration for the rest of us. Hope you get to feeling better and better.....
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Congratulations!!! Was this your last shot day or your last pill day? I'm right behind you. I'll take my last shot July 31.
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Good Job!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!! You are going to feel soooo good! Keep in touch and give a progress report!!!!!!!!!!!11
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I am so sorry. What a disappointment. But we all know the chances. Keep your attitude good and live healthy.
jkbearhug
I will pray for you, I am sorry............I will be here if you want to talk.
mesadarlene
Thanks, I appreciate the support. I have a lot of mixed feelings right now. My son and daughter want me to go on the treatment again. I just do not want to go "down that road" again.
Blessed51
My husband and I have discussed the 'what if' also. I would not go through this again either..........specially at my age.
Take care................
jkbearhug