Doing so much better!
August 31, 2009 5:38pm
It's been a while since I last posted on my journal. I've been trying to fight off the saddness and the distraught feelings from being …
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SharDallise
5:42pm, June 8, 2009
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About Me
SharDallise
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About Me
Tragedy has left me hurting beyond words. It's hard filling in time and spaces of what was my family. Recently diagnosed with PTSD. Learning to live my life without those I love dearly and those who are no longer here and lost to me forever.
Tragedy has left me hurting beyond words. It's hard filling in time and spaces of what was my family. Recently diagnosed with PTSD. Learning to live my life without those I love dearly and those who are no longer here and lost to me forever.
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Interests
I love to cook and bake, crafts, crazy about animals and children, love music and singing. Like to read romantic and fantasy novels and also love to write children's books. Photography. Homopathic treatments. Metaphysic's.
I love to cook and bake, crafts, crazy about animals and children, love music and singing. Like to read
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Journal
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Tomorrow's the Day!
July 30, 2009 3:36pm
I'm all jittery and nervous waiting for that PET CT Scan to be over with! It makes it so hard having to "prep" for all these …
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Anxious for Friday to be over!
July 26, 2009 8:53pm
Went to the cancer doctor last Monday and was told that I needed to have a PET scan done. I've never had one done before and the doctor was …
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OMG, I'd like to slap Jim upside the head!
July 18, 2009 3:55pm
Gosh, being in the house 24/7 with my husband for the last 3 months is starting to drive me nuts! I cannot wait until he finally goes back to …
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Miss my family
July 9, 2009 8:26pm
I have been having some horribly sad moments thinking about losing my son and his family and my daughter and her family. The loss is so …
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Hugbook
Hug
Thankyou your message meant so much to me. I agree with you and I am finding my way out of it felt the fear go the day after. I love nature very much and in tune spiritually with nature and always drawn to wiccan and I've gone back to that, using my crystals and already seen some marked improvement just in two days and a real peace and connecting with my inner child too for the first time and bringing comfort there. Thank you so much I agree the bottom line God is love and would never shun anyone. ((hugs)) xx
Flower
Wish the flowers were real. I'd also bring you home-made chocolate truffles.
...Just to bring a smile to your face and to brighten your spirit and your day.
Keep that pretty chin up, Shar!
Everything will be okay!
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Thumbs Up
Keep it positive. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily! I want you well, my friend!
Hug
I'll "message" you so that it doesn't go on your wall! (Some things should be private!)
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Little Love
Sending some love and ((hugs)) take care be strong you've strengthened me with your friendship too.
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Support Groups
Close Loneliness
I had stomach cancer and currently in recovery. My family and friends have all but faded out of my life, I guess because no one wants to be bothered with someone who's sick. I do have my husband but he's so busy working and picking up the slack of chores that I use to do. It's very lonely not having anyone to talk to or come visit. I'm still not strong enough to go out on my own, hopefully soon, as I could meet other people and make new friends. I'm a very friendly loving person.
Open Gastric Cancer
I was diagnosed with "Lack of Intrisic Factor", a rare B12 deficiency disease where you have to take B12 injections on a regular basis and it usually causes stomach cancer, which I now have. It comes back regardless of removing the polyps/tumors and there isn't any treatments to cure it. Right now all is ok but need to go back for endoscopies soon. Also have bi-lateral breast cancer, 12 yr. survivor, and now newly diagnosed with gastric cancer and internal bleeding in my small intestine.
Treatments
- Surgery Working / Worked
- Have to go for endoscopies, colonoscopies and small pill endoscopies to scope out polyps and causes for bleeding. Cannot take medications because of digestive linings have been destroyed.
Open Anemia
Type: Iron Deficiency AnemiaHave B12 and iron anemia. The B12 depletion has caused stomach cancer, which I'm free of at the moment. I have to take B12 injections on a regular basis and take 2 iron pills daily until my iron count comes up to normal. Have been taking iron supplements for 3 months now and it's only come up a small amount. I've also had headaches too, which is normal for these deficiencies. Trying to get "energy" when you have these anemia's seem almost impossible.
Treatments
- Iron Somewhat Helpful
- Was told that if the iron pills didn't bring my iron count up soon, I might have to go on an IV injection.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Feel broken and destroyed. My very own daughter has vocally told everyone that she hates me and wishes I was dead. I am actually terminally ill right at the moment, trying to cope with an incurable stomach cancer, and my daughter wishes me "dead". She has been saying the most tormenting hurtful and hateful things for the past 3 months...causing me flashbacks of the horrible abuse I've suffered from my Mother's inhuman treatment of me. My daughter's lying is killing me!
