WolfAngle's Journal

OMG! OMG! OMG!

first sorry if this entry is long but i'm worried! 

i'm scared out of my head! i just found something out about kazza, so she went in to the hospital last night because of her chest, and she spent all that night and all day today there plus she only just managed to get home tonight but on strict rule that she must not under any circumstances do any physical type of activity, the only allowence is getting up to go have a bath or to the toilet other wise she has to stay in bed an eat there an watch tv there an what ever else, you know. why? i mean why cant she get up an move around? well use the crutches to move since she did a number on her foot/ankle an knee. but why isn't she allowed out of her bed now? i mean the doctors normally let her out of her bed when she dislocates something after a day in bed but this! this she has to stay in bed till she can see her doctor. what could it be if it not her joints? could it be her heart? or what? i know she's having a huge issue with her heart at the moment and a few things with her lungs but it cant be that, can it?

i have no idea what to do. i'm a complete mess, panic has like taken over me. i know i know kazza is a strong willed person and stubborn and has these plans to live to a grand old age. i'm just worried and she's not answering her phone, she called and told me what happened because i was going to meet up with her and jason tomorrow so she called me and explained to me what happened well just the need to know basis of it and when i pressed her about it she sort of shut down. i know this is stressing her out so much because she cant live her life to the full but then really who with eds can? but my problems compared to hers seem so pathetic and worthless. i dont know. i'm just very anxious about her wellbeing and it doesn't help she keeps things to her self, but maybe she's doing that to protect her friends and protect her mind in some way. i dont know! i dont know!