Journal Entry for October 19, 2009
alright i am going to do a general update for every on here, ranging from friends and family and myself.
Myself: i am still in rehab from my …
i'm me, i'm totally random, i hardly act my age but i do when i have to so dont mind me, i'm a bit strange but you'll get use to it. my parents brought me up with manners. i had a baby brother an a dog named dodo, may they be in peace. i love my family to death an my friends who i wouldn't be who i am if it was not for them.
i'm me, i'm totally random, i hardly act my age but i do when i have to so dont mind me, i'm a bit strange but you'll get use to it. my parents brought me up with manners. i had a baby brother an a dog named dodo, may they be in peace. i love my family to death an my friends who i wouldn't be who i am if it was not for them.
i am totally obsessed with twilight and everything with it, i'm also in love with the water and horses and big cats. other wise i'm pretty much average an spend a fair amount of time either in bed or in the hospital.
i am totally obsessed with twilight and everything with it, i'm also in love with the water and horses
WolfAngle gave kazzawahya an I'm with you 7:55pm
hey kazz, how are you? i haven't heard much from you nor has anyone else that i know who has contact…
WolfAngle wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for October 19, 2009 3:50am
alright i am going to do a general update for every on here, ranging from friends and family and myself.…
WolfAngle commented on kazzawahya’s journal entry 14th Oct 2009 2:19am
??? do i want to ask ??? yes i do! whats wrong? whats happened?…
WolfAngle gave kazzawahya a hug 2:18am
i'm all ears. what has happened?…
WolfAngle commented on kazzawahya’s photo 12:38am
thats a really good drawing kaz. maybe not a good topic but its still good. your talented so why dont…
alright i am going to do a general update for every on here, ranging from friends and family and myself.
Myself: i am still in rehab from my …
rehab is going well. it hurts a great deal but its going well. i've stopped asking when i am leaving, lol. i'm getting on with life in …
i'm a total idiot, lol. i'm so worried about kazz that everytime i talk i meantion her in some way or another. i either call myself her or i …
yes its got to be. its good like that. i wonder if its possible. gotta be. oh din din!! bye an kar...never make a promise. really? never happened? you sure? but it felt so real and looked and smelled so real. oh the sounds of it all! *shudders* IT WAS REAL!! ALL OF IT! flashback..but i only go zombified during the day when that happens. never well like that! i make sense. plenty of sense. your the one talking jibberish. lol i never said people were. mhm. lol i wish that was true. cya ya
KAR!! OH MY! O MY! JAS!! HIS ALRIGHT!! THANK YOU THANK YOU!! OTHER FRIEND IS ALRIGHT, just saw him on msn, lol. THANK GOODNESS. umm...no i dont need to talk...def not....peachy day aint it? yes it is. very peachy. its a good day. oh.....i think...yes i think it would be wise to...i must go now kar. get well soon. an um...can you...well never mind. let life be peachy an zenyfied. zenyfied is good. its peaceful. yes....peaceful...hmm i should indeed. well bye kar.
we need to talk.
hi, bleeding has not stopped, its just getting worse. other wise i suppose i am good. i cant conplain really. well i can but whats the point. an persides it dont concern you. lol well i hope you get better soon an take care. yeh we'll talk soon well maybe. i'll see. angry....no why do you suggest such a silly thing like that? not talk to you kar cos it dont involve you. it involves....it dont matter. yeh yeh. kar...do you think i'll ever see him again?....he means the world to me an i'd move the whole universe for him....i just really miss him. love you to kar. take care. an dont ever say i dont tell you things. i tell you things. i dont tell you the same things as i do others but i tell you things either way. i tell you more of the private things. take care an dont doubt me again or attempt to play me as fool i wont accept either. cya kazz kazz
thanks that means so much to me to know that
cross of vascular and hypermobile. diagnosed at 9 years old.
diagnosed at 10 after attempting suicide for the 4th time that year.
sexually abused by my friends dad, bullied in to it, an a ex.
diagnosed at 12. doctors say its due to the eds.
comes with the eds, constant dislocating joints leave me in constant pain. its just getting worse
the doctors diagnosed me with this when i was 2. we think this is connected to the eds but dont know
what can i say? i've been dealing with this since i was 14.
i've been hurting myself a long time, not just cutting, burning, picking, biting, punching to name a few.
i lost my baby brother to a high speed crash. a week later our dalmation passed away. dodo was very close to my brother.
i dont have it but one of my close friends do. i would like to undderstand it more so i know how to be there for her. she has EDNOS.
i personally dont have it but a very good friend of mine does an i would just like some help understanding what she is going through