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cheryl090566
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About Me
I am 42yrs old have 2 children daughter 20 son 18. I have worked for general motors for 14yrs. I was diagnosed with ulner nerve neurophathy in 98 and fybro in 2005. I am sick of being sick and noone understands. I'm tired of always being told what will make me feel better by my family who don't understand! I love life and want to live it.
I am 42yrs old have 2 children daughter 20 son 18. I have worked for general motors for 14yrs. I was diagnosed with ulner nerve neurophathy in 98 and fybro in 2005. I am sick of being sick and noone understands. I'm tired of always being told what will make me feel better by my family who don't understand! I love life and want to live it.
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thank you fro everything
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Just want to say..In case you don't know it...That you are the sweetest person...and I hope that all you deserve....keeps coming your way...Big hugs!
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Sending Hugs and Prayers that they find a cure or treatment that will help us all and Prayers that you stay strong for your children and future grandchildren. Hugs
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One of the most painful aspects of illness is the emotional isolation that a condition brings and though you will have developed a depth of personality which others admire; I bet you long to join in with the usual superficial things that others enjoy like buying and applying nail vanish etc. I send a gentle hug so as not to hurt you. HUGS June
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:[ im sorry! i did some reading about fibro and oh my gosh that sounds like a nightmare im so sorrryyy! i hope you get to feeling better! il will :] you too! xo taylor
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Close Fibromyalgia
I was diagnosed in 2005 for fybro, they say it steems from my repeadetive motion at work and a car accident i was in, I know I hurt I hurt I hurt and noone gets it oh they pretend and seem understanding then they throw t up at me any chance they can get. I dissapoint people and they hold it against me I'm sick of being in pain and taking meds
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- it gives me energy but does nothing for the pain
- Duragesic Patch Not Working
- wouldn't advise anyone to use these patches with heat the can kill you
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- works sometimes
- Morphine Somewhat Helpful
- was to strong
- TENS Not Working
- didn't feel any diferent
- Vitamin B12 Too Soon to Tell
- with al the drugs I'm on who knows I give myself a shot 2x a month
- Pain Management Clinic Working / Worked
- Oxycotin 3xaday percocet for break thru zanax for sleep b12 shots 2xmonth aderrall 2xday half the time Im so exhuasted but cant sleep and still in pain some days I will be ok but if I do to much Ill pay for it dearly with even more pain
Close Breakups & Divorce
We met when I was 17 and he was 19, I can still remember him staring from across the room with those beautiful eyes anyway we dated for about 8mnths,I was going to quit school & he said no school no date! I graduated! we broke up stayed friends for 5yrs & lost touch! 23yrs later I called out of the blue to see how he was(always thought of him over the yrs) we started as friends then got back together 2 yrs ago. He is a alcoholic I know! but he does so well then back to square 1
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- it worked very well for about 5 months
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I forgive & forgive, feel like such a fool
- Leave Not Working
- There are periods where I wont take his calls & refuse to see him
- Love Not Working
- Thats the problem I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, but his drinking prevents him from returning that love. sober=perfect man drunk=horrible
- Music Not Working
- he's always sending songs & cd's
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- five love languages, love and respect, alcohol cure, and lots more religion wise
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- his family are well aware he mistreats them to but they just sweep it under the rug
- Support Groups Not Working
- aa is not for him, counsler worked better
- Talking Not Working
- I feel as if I banged my head against the wall I would atleast hit brain matter!
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- I refused to see him from may of 08 til nov of 08 thats when counseling started he stopped going after about 3mnth due to cost
Open Healthy Relationships
I haven't a clue! I married the first time at 21 had 2 beautiful kids he was a cheater and a drinker, after about 10 yrs of the cheating abd my self esteem sl low I met someone and payed him back. I know this was the wrong thing to do. we divorced 10yrs into the marriage. I remarried 4yrs later to another drinker, no children we are seperated but not divorced. Now in a relationship with yet another drinker (he quits for awhile then falls off the wagon) The problem is this one I truely love!
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- stopped to soon
- Patience Not Working
- I have tried to have as much patience as possible. I've tried to tell myself the drinking bing wont last that long & the rest is so good
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- talked til I'm blue
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- trying that now
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I'm not being physical abused but I sure am being emotionally abused. I have pretty tough skin but it still hurts!
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Of course he says he's sorry! I have fybromyalgia and in alot of pain, I stay in bed alot. When he's not drinking he's the most loving and understanding man on the face of the earth, when he's drinking he throws it up in my face and it hurts!
- Leave Not Working
- When he drinks I stay away for months. Then when he gets help I come back. That lasts the longest this last time (5months). Now he's on a bing and I have to stay away again. I just can't seem to stay away I LOVE HIM!!
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
I come from a family full of addicts, 5 brothers, 4 nephews, 2 husbands and 1 boyfriend. two brothers are dead one overdose, one cancer. one nephew dead overdose!
Treatments
- Al-Anon Working / Worked
- I went when I was a teenager
- Patience Not Working
- I try to have patience it always ends up in me getting hurt
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I went to psychologist when I was pregnant with my daughter to learn how to break the cycle
- Talking Working / Worked
- somewhat works, not to help the addicts but to vent to help me
