lilmomsie's Journal

I didn't get a chance to write on Friday but I have to add this to my list of accomplishments.  Hubby wanted me to go to the store to get him some beer. Well that was my mission for the day.  On the way there I reaized that we also needed to go and get his blood pressure pills from the Walmart Pharmacy.  Walmart is on the way to the grocery so I decided at the last minute that I was going to Walmart to get his pills.  I had to park a little further than I usually do and in a different spot but it was OK.  I went in and I couldn't believe that I was there by myself.  I was trying not to think about it too much.  I got to the pharmacy and I had already told myself that if it was too crowded (which it usually is) that I was going to leave.  I got in line and there were only two other people in line besides the two that were already being waited on, so I had to wait a few minutes but I did it.  I made a little bit of a fool of myself trying to talk to the cashier stammering and just saying the wrong thing before I was able to find  word that I was looking for at one point and she was looking at me like I was crazy but you know what?  I don't care!  I was actually laughing at myself as I was leaving but I was so happy that I did it.  True I was a little shaky but that is the name of the game, right?  I can hardly wait till I get to the point that I don't even think about it anymore.  After Walmart I felt like I could conquer the world so going to the grocery was a cinch.  Yeah there are groceries in Walmart and I could have done all my shopping in there but I wasn't ready for that yet since Walmart is a great deal bigger than the grocery store is.  While I was in the grocery store I not only bought the beer that I went there for, I also picked up one item that I had remembered seeing on sale in the ad and a few other things as well including a small container of ice cream for myself as a reward.  I did good and I'm happy!