Came out of phyciatric hospital DEC 2007 as tried to kill myself, depression got so bad.Feel like i'm not myself anymore and get paranoid peple know something is wrong..Work in a travel agents, loves shopping, keep fit classes and socialising, love a good movie and white wine. Raped 7 years ago by unknown stranger been with boyfriend 4 years. Sruggle sleeping and feel really irriatable. I joined weight watchers 6 years ago and lost nearly 4 stone (about 52pounds) and it really does work- went down to 8 stone....now trying to loose it again xxx
Came out of phyciatric hospital DEC 2007 as tried to kill myself, depression got so bad.Feel like i'm not myself anymore and get paranoid peple know something is wrong..Work in a travel agents, loves shopping, keep fit classes and socialising, love a good movie and white wine. Raped 7 years ago by unknown stranger been with boyfriend 4 years. Sruggle sleeping and feel really irriatable. I joined weight watchers 6 years ago and lost nearly 4 stone (about 52pounds) and it really does work- went down
love shopping, dancing when out with friends. Love all kinds of music. I'm a taurus and into astrology. Yoga is a new passion of mine-not meditating yoga but actual stetching excersises. now eating rules my life and i have flashbacks of being raped, MY ATTAKER WAS NEVER FOUND AND THAT HAUNTS ME.I just want my life back and want others to understand but they dont...im nice enough to talk to if any1 needs a chat xxx
love shopping, dancing when out with friends. Love all kinds of music. I'm a taurus and into astrology.
September 6, 2008 3:05am
I know how u feel when youre sad and so low,
feelings and emotions just dont seem to go,
no one understands and no one seems to care,
you sit and …
August 4, 2008 8:42am
Hi just a general update. Had a good weekend at party in the park and went to my friend and her baby's chrisitening sunday although i was sooo …
July 25, 2008 4:27am
Been feelin a little better overall bt stil have really bad days when i wanna die but hey im getin there. if any of u need advice or chat....send me …
July 7, 2008 4:30am
i want to emmigarte and need help? my boyf wont come but i gotta leave , i hate england.....any tips? xxx
HELLO
G'day Jen, long time no activity, could it be that you have found a new place to call home, that was your desire some time back if my memory serves me correctly. I hope you are smiling lots because irrespective of your ordeal you still have the ability to light up your surroundings when you do so. Have a happy day old friend, YYC.
Happy New Year Sweetie! Yahoo 2009! oxoxox Shannon
hey hun its been a while.. would really like to catch up with you xx
hi there sad to hear you feel so low been there for 13 years now at last coming out of it hopefully! If you could think of one thing positive about yourself like there is no one in the world just like you , you are special and unique this will make you feel better because when we love ourself we feel happier xx
when i was 15 by a stranger
want to loose another stone (14pounds) and look toned like i used to be
Had endoscopy afer suffering with chronic stomach pains and bowel problems
been badly depressed for around 2 years,want to die sometimes,cant cope,feel so bad i plan how i could hang myself,tried to kill myself,took an overdose-learnt how it affected my boyfriend and family. i was selfish, crying as lot
joined watwatchers four years ago. now put some weight back on want to be one hundred and fifteen ponds ponds which is just over eight stone, currently over by ten pounds
ummm dunno
I never felt loved by my mum as a child/teenager. she would say i deserved to be raped and she never did "normal" parent things when i was young like: taking me to th park, reading, playing-she was always depressed and shouted at me...now i feel im dependant on my boyfriend to be there for me and show me affection, i know when i have kids i will definitely show them i love them. My mum always bought me things but didnt give me lve and support
my mum has been jailed for 3 and a half years. i have a 7 yr old sister and 17yr old brother who now live with their dad. i have my own house but im upset by whats happened
