Roomate?
August 3, 2009 11:05am
We are thinking about having a roomate. We have a 4bedroom house with bar in it and could use the extra money. So if any of you live in WI or …
schizomike
11:49am Thursday
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About Me
schizomike
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About Me
diagnosed schizoaffective, agoraphobic, ptsd, and I have adhd and insomnia. Married to a wonder woman who means everything to me. We have two daughters. We had the girls before I developed my illness. I would never have had kids if I knew I was going to get sick. Way too risky that they would get this disease. And I would only wish this disease on two people who have hurt me very bad. I am the product of two crazies. I think they are both schizophrenic. I'm not sure. I never met my biofather only heard about him and looking back I can see there is something way wrong with biomother. She is dilusional. SHe delivered more pain onto me and still tries(even tho I have had zero contact with her for many years) than I have ever seen in my life. I am constantly suicidal and wish that everything would line up right so I could end all my physical and mental(which is the worst) for good. I hate life and everything about it except my family. I have tried several times to end it all, and everytime I got caught. I think schizophrenia is the worst disease on the planet. I also have a lot of physical pain so my life is misery every minute.
diagnosed schizoaffective, agoraphobic, ptsd, and I have adhd and insomnia. Married to a wonder woman who means everything to me. We have two daughters. We had the girls before I developed my illness. I would never have had kids if I knew I was going to get sick. Way too risky that they would get this disease. And I would only wish this disease on two people who have hurt me very bad. I am the product of two crazies. I think they are both schizophrenic. I'm not sure. I never met my biofather only
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Interests
I have no interests. THe only thing I care about anymore is my family. I hate life and everything about it. I have lived 27 and counting years and each day gets worse. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME, I'VE MADE MY MISTAKES, THE NIGHT GOES ON AND I FADING AWAY, I SICK OF THIS LIFE, I JUST WANT TO SCREAM/DIE
I have no interests. THe only thing I care about anymore is my family. I hate life and everything about
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs received, 2 hugs given
Yesterday
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schizomike and AnelicaB are now friends 12:49pm
Thursday
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schizomike updated their status 11:49am
Having a hard time coming back from Punta Cana…
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schizomike changed their mood to Bad 11:48am
November 18
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schizomike gave Sedonabell a hug 10:59am
Yeah it has been a while. I hope things are going great for you. Hope to talk to you soon.…
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schizomike gave Irbailey2009 a hug 10:58am
My computer kicked me off and I didn't know how to fix it. I am sorry. I hope everything is giong well…
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Journal
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Friends
July 28, 2009 2:43pm
Just wanted to let everybody know that my meds make it very hard for me to remember everything. To all the friends I make on here, if I don't …
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my life in a nutshell
June 1, 2009 11:08am
I was born in Orem, Utah, and was the product of two "crazies". Never met my biodad(just heard about stuff he did), and my biomother …
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Hugbook
Ray of Sunshine
saw you were down and thought i would send a little sunshine your way
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Chicken Soup
Hug
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Chocolate
Haven't talked to you in a while, hope things are as well as they can be.
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Funny Face
You logged off so I took that opportunity to head to the bank. :']
Remember to smile and think positively. Think about those cabinets! Haha. I hope the dishes go well. :'D
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
This is part of my diagnosis.
Close Schizophrenia
I have schizoaffective. A mix of bipolar and paranoid schizo. I hear what they call voices and have the visual hallucinations, but I don't like that word and call them strong thoughs
Treatments
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
Another part of my condition. I can only leave the house with a safe person. And the only safe peron I have is my wife.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
because I have this too. you can read about it in my only journal post
Open Fibromyalgia
newly dianosed with this. So much mental and physical pain.
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