what do i do?
August 29, 2009 9:48pm
I'm not sure...
I talked to him, my ex. He came over today. because I had knee surgery last monday, took him all week, but he came over and hung …
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foreversleep
12:26am, August 23, 2009
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um....
August 23, 2009 12:31am
It's quite possible I was just on a date and didn't realize it.
:( I thought I was having dinner with a friend and just hanging out watching a …
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long time...
August 20, 2009 12:58pm
...no write...
I'm down again today, i think i was doing well for a while, then before vacation i felt great, then after vacation i felt like poo …
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Wow
July 10, 2009 9:12am
What a difference.
I feel very different than I have in a looooooooooong time. And it's not medication, it's not from drugs at all.
It's a …
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Another day another dollar
July 6, 2009 1:30pm
I'm sick of sitting in front of a computer for 8 hours sa day.
I've been talking on and off to my ex. He keeps contacting me. I haven't …
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Get Well Soon!
hope you're doing ok hun xoxo
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welcome have a great day!!!!!!!!!!
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hope u feel better
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I think things will work out for you guys. Don't be sad. He'll come around, he just needs a good kick in the butt. hahahhaa....Also you can't kill yourself because I said so. So there. Also do you think valium really helps? What does it do? I'm just curious about it cause I need something new to try for my anxiety.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I'm on lamictal. I was also on Depakote. Depakote made me shake and put on weight, so i went off it. I'm still on lamictal with no adverse reactions, but i can't tell if it does anything. Another doctor gave me Valium for panic attacks, I don't feel like that works either. I want to kill myself almost daily but I don't want ot put my mom through that, so i haven't. I hate myself, and as my doctor put it: "no drug is a miracle that will make it better." My opinion is we're all better off dead.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- did nothing.
- Depakote Not Working
- did nothing except make me shake and put on weight.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- did nothing.
- Lamictal Not Working
- have no idea if it works.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- at least it puts me to sleep and i can ignore life
- Tegretol Not Working
- gave me a rash and made the world spin
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- did nothing.
- Valium Working / Worked
- cant tell any difference
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- made me completely numb. broke up with a guy and while he cried i sat there and wondered how long i had to wait before i could leave. broke a glass in my hand by putting it down to hard and just stared at the blood. didnt feel it. at this point this is one drug i would consider going back on. im tired of having emotions or feelings.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been depressed forever. i have my reasons. ask if you care.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- did nothing
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- at least it puts me to sleep and i can ignore the world
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- did nothing
- Writing Not Working
- made me more depressed to have it on paper
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- made me numb to the world, broke up with a guy, and while he cried, i sat and wondered how long til i could leave. broke a glass in my hand, didn't feel the pain, just watched the blood flow. took myself off it.
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