Journal Entry for July 27, 2009
so here i am..... im back from sleep away
it did me good, got my mind offa chris and this hell of a drug induced web
i'm doing better, or at least …
Okay, Jade, that's me. I'm pretty simple in life, always happy and always helping. My friends are my life and helping is my passion. Drugs have affected my life, even though I have never taken any. I love nature and books and as teenagers come, I think I'm pretty top notch. I've had friends who self-injure, are depressed, hooked on drugs, and so many more issues. I am always trying to be a positive person in this screwy world, but it is harder than anyone who isn't in my shoes to imagine.
Okay, Jade, that's me. I'm pretty simple in life, always happy and always helping. My friends are my life and helping is my passion. Drugs have affected my life, even though I have never taken any. I love nature and books and as teenagers come, I think I'm pretty top notch. I've had friends who self-injure, are depressed, hooked on drugs, and so many more issues. I am always trying to be a positive person in this screwy world, but it is harder than anyone who isn't in my shoes to imagine.
I love music, it's my life. Nature is the only thing that is always there for me, so like that too. Swimming is pretty cool, and drawing takes up most of my time. I like to write, it makes me feel better, and I have surfed long board for about...6 years...I don't love it though. I love the beach and the ocean, so in the summer that's my home. That's me in a nutshell...lol
I love music, it's my life. Nature is the only thing that is always there for me, so like that too. Swimming
so here i am..... im back from sleep away
it did me good, got my mind offa chris and this hell of a drug induced web
i'm doing better, or at least …
well...today... it was okay
im starting to get better.... i think, i mean i would like to think that im better.... i wanna be better
but things keep …
i am so tired of this. i am expected to deal with all of these problems, and i am 13! i have delt with things that people couldn't have imagined. …
youa re in my prayers sweetie
THANKS FOR THE HUG ROGER THE MINISTER - VERSE FOR TODAY 1Th:5:17: Pray without ceasing.
be cool!
My best friend, Christian, he died of a heroin OD. It killed me because he had been clean. I want people to know there is support and that I, along with many others, are there for them.
All I can say is that I would rather not...
My best friends, great people, live in house with lesbian parent, and they are wonderful people. Live and understand others, because all they want is the same right you have.
My friend Christian, before turning to heroin was a HUGE marijuana addict. I help him so much I was close to living with him. I know what it's like first hand, and maybe I am looking for some closer here.
My best friend in the world, Christian, was as close to me as a brother. Christian was a substance abuser, most smack (AKA heroin). About one month ago he ODed and was off of life support withing nineteen hours. I am so alone, and so young at this point that no one my age is able to help me. I just need someone to tell me it's going to be alright, even if they have to lie straight through their teeth.
My best friend has died, about one month ago really. Now that he is gone, I am so alone, it burns everyday. One of my other best friends, a guy, has only made this problem 100 times worse. All I can think about is killing myself, and no one knows how to help me. I don't know what to do. My mother has me on suicide watch..... I need help.