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Luzi 
11:05pm, June 5, 2009
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am working on, I get scared. I am afraid of getting in trouble somehow even though I am an adult. I am afraid how serious the consequences might get. I get really anxious about how long it will take to have the energy to finish the projects. I never had a supportive adult in my life to tell me that everything was going to be OK, or that somehow things would work out. I miss having someone to be there for me in that way, and I have always missed it. 
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I can totally relate to this feeling. I think when we've been abused by people we trust we close our selves off to everyone & maybe believe that we are not OK within ourselves. I've started by working on my attitude about myself and as I become more OK with me I can be more open and accept love from my friends and family that I've isolated myself from.
I know it's hard! This is one of the purposes of this site ~ support
Hugs!
Nonda
What kind of projects are you working on? This is a good place for support and encouragement. Maybe we can help you out!?
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