trying to cope
April 15, 2009 10:46pm
well today is 3 months since I lost Kevin. I am so mad and can not figure out if it is him, God or me that I am so angry at. I think some days it is …
Kevinsbaby
12:00am, April 12, 2009
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About Me
Kevinsbaby
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About Me
I am 43 years old have 5 kids between me and my late husband. Love meeting new people, walks on the beach, and sunsets. Lost the love of my life January 15, 2009.
I am 43 years old have 5 kids between me and my late husband. Love meeting new people, walks on the beach, and sunsets. Lost the love of my life January 15, 2009.
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Interests
walking on the beach, watching sunsets, horseback riding and just good conversation with friends.
walking on the beach, watching sunsets, horseback riding and just good conversation with friends.
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Just thought you might want a hug. Thinking of you. Mike
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Thanks for the hug. I'm taking one moment at time.
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Thank you so much!! We are taking it day by day and it really is trying!! Congrats on your one year!!! YAY for you!!! That is awesome!!!!
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Thank you for reaching out. I am taking one step at a time. I feel as though my faith is being tested everyday.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseI met the most wonderful man 10 years ago online. We were together for 9 years when the lord needed him more on January 15, 2009. Kevin was the best thing that ever happened to me. I am trying to make him proud of me but find it very difficult.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- cry almost everyday and very angry that he is gone. blame myself for him passing away.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I yell at myself, beat myself up for allowing him to pass away without me.
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- Music Not Working
- Pets Too Soon to Tell
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Close Cervical Cancer
I was dignosed with cervical cancer stage 2b on February 17,2008. I went through 8 weeks of chemotherapy and radiation. I took the chemo pill monday-friday and a double dose on tuesdays with bagged chemo. The radiation was everyday too along with me take a new internal radiation twice a week the last 2 weeks of treatments. I am so glad when it ended. I will celebrate one year cancer free April 28, 2009. This day will be with me the rest of my life.
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- Chemotherapy Working / Worked
- Radiotherapy Working / Worked
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